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If you contemplating suicide read this.

This is for you.
This is for the moments you’re alone with
emotion, so bold they leave you mentally frozen, cold and alone, heart open and broken, when that love’s out of sight and your hurt’s in the focus, when you’re floating in oceans of hopelessness and sulking and misery, this is for you.

This is for the moments when you feel like they
just don’t understand, they ain’t where I am,
they ain’t where I stand, they’re staring from the
outside and judging my in, they can’t relate to
this pain, they don’t feel what I feel, this is for
you.

This is for the moments when your weakness is
your cloak and the people you love most just
beat you to a pulp when they tell you’re nothing
but disgusting and unworthy of the love that you
need, of the heart that you seek, of the blood
that you bleed when you sliced open your wrists
looking for love in its slits but find nothing but
self-hate ‘cause nothing exists but all that they’ve spoken, this is for you.

When the bullies kick you and beat you,
hurt you and leave you laying on the ground like
you’re trash, like you’re only half of their equal,
when they gladly defeat you then laugh to your
face, when you feel all alone, when you’re so out-of-place, this is for you.

When your parents are too busy just to sit and listen ‘cause they’ve got other problems,
so it’s either you’re over it or they’re pissed at
the truth, when you’re begging and pleading that
they see that you’re hurting, that they don’t
disregard you, that they know that you’re fragile
and don’t purposely harm you, that when they
look at you like you’re the worst thing that’s ever
happened in their lives, like you’re the biggest
mistake in their minds, that they don’t have to
say nothing 'cause it shows in their eyes and you
want them to know that it hurts you sometimes,
this is for you.

When the girl that you love won’t even look in
your direction, when the guy that you like adds
you to his pu**y collection, when you take your
pride and throw it away for one night that means nothing just to mean something to
someone who will never see you, this is for you.

When you’re all dressed in black and they
whisper and snicker, when they make you feel
like you’re wrong for being so different,
when you try to reform and they judge you
regardless, when you can’t understand why this
world is so heartless, this is for you.

This is for everybody that knows what
it’s like to feel like you ain’t nothing but a memory that will never be relived, that distant memory that everyone forgets, the words on the tip of tongues that get swallowed with
the spit, when you feel so invisible you’re not
even sure that you exist so you cut yourself open just to see if you’re real, you numb yourself with drugs just to hide what you feel,
you drink to wash the pain in hopes of rejecting
it afterwards, you live every day wishing you
could rewind your life backwards because you
wanna figure out where the Bleep you went
wrong, ‘cause, your world ain’t been right
for so long.
I know how it feels,
I’ve been there before,
I’ve had my head in my hands and my heart on
the floor, I’ve been worthless and shattered,
I’ve been nothing to people,
I know what it’s like to have to force them to see
you.
I know how it feels to swallow some pills and
hope that you die or hope that you’re killed.
I know what it’s like to sit and to write the letter
that will change everyone’s life, ‘cause I knew in
my mind if they didn’t care now, they would
when I was gone, and every-bleeping-body
would feel what I felt in my bones.
They’d feel the earth shake and rattle from the
ground underneath.
They’d view me with grief, they’d give me the
peace they could have given to me when I was
right in their face.
It’ll take some waking them up,
but I’ll do whatever it takes, they just need to see
that I’m something.
I’m somebody,
I’m a heart,
I’m a mind,
I’m a soul,
I’m a body,
I’m not disposable garbage, I’m not disgusting
and wrong, but maybe they’ll see that when I’m
finally gone.
But see, I learned the mistake that I made was
allowing other people to change the way that I
saw myself. Now I see myself, I see me so clearly I could cry, everytime I look myself in the eye it’s because I know what you’re going through,
I know who you are.
I’ve traveled that road, I’ve just taken it further,
so this is for you.
If you’re thinking it now,
if you’re wanting to die,
if you’re thinking it out,
you are so much more than you are in this moment,
please don’t give up.
Please stay strong, ‘cause there’s always a
rainbow after every storm.
Don’t do what they’re expecting of you.
Don’t let go.
Don’t give up on you.
You’ll never know how great you can be.
Don’t give up on you.
I didn’t give up on me.
I did not give up on me.
-Angel Haze

Before contemplating suicide read this.

This is for you.
This is for the moments you’re alone with emotion, so fucking bold they leave you mentally frozen, cold and alone, heart open and broken, when that love’s out of sight and your hurt’s in the focus, when you’re floating in oceans of hopelessness and sulking and misery,
this is for you.

This is for the moments when you feel like they just don’t understand, they ain’t where I am, they ain’t where I stand, they’re staring from the outside and judging my in, they can’t relate to this pain, they don’t feel what I feel, this is for you.

This is for the moments when your weakness is your cloak and the people you love most just beat you to a pulp when they tell you’re nothing but disgusting and unworthy of the love that you need, of the heart that you seek, of the blood that you bleed when you sliced open your wrists looking for love in its slits but find nothing but self-hate ‘cause nothing exists but all that they’ve spoken, this is for you.

When the bullies kick you and beat you,
hurt you and leave you laying on the ground like you’re trash, like you’re only half of their equal,
when they gladly defeat you then laugh to your face, when you feel all alone, when you’re so out-of-place, This is for you.

When your parents are too busy just to sit and fucking listen ‘cause they’ve got other problems,
so it’s either you’re over it or they’re pissed at the truth, when you’re begging and pleading that they see that you’re hurting, that they don’t disregard you, that they know that you’re fragile and don’t purposely harm you, that when they look at you like you’re the worst thing that’s ever happened in their lives, like you’re the biggest mistake in their minds, that they don’t have to say shit ‘cause it shows in their eyes and you want them to know that it hurts you sometimes, this is for you.

When the girl that you love won’t even look in your direction, when the guy that you like adds you to his pu**y collection, when you take your pride and throw it away for one night that means nothing just to mean something to
someone who will never see you, this is for you.

When you’re all dressed in black and they whisper and snicker, when they make you feel like you’re wrong for being so different,
when you try to reform and they judge you regardless, when you can’t understand why this world is so heartless,
this is for you.

This is for every-fucking-body that knows what it’s like to feel like you ain’t shit but a memory that will never be relived, that distant f*cking shit that everyone forgets, the words on the tip of tongues that get swallowed with
the spit, when you feel so invisible you’re not even sure that you exist so you cut yourself open just to see if you’re real, you numb yourself with drugs just to hide what you feel,
you drink to wash the pain in hopes of rejecting it afterwards, you live every day wishing you could rewind your life backwards because you wanna figure out where the Bleep you went wrong, ‘cause, shit, your world ain’t been right for so long.

I know how it feels,
I’ve been there before,
I’ve had my head in my hands and my heart on the floor, I’ve been worthless and shattered,
I’ve been nothing to people,
I know what it’s like to have to force them to see you.
I know how it feels to swallow some pills and hope that you die or hope that you’re killed.
I know what it’s like to sit and to write the letter that will change everyone’s life, ‘cause I knew in my mind if they didn’t care now, they would when I was gone, and every-fucking-body
would feel what I felt in my bones.
They’d feel the earth shake and rattle from the ground underneath.
They’d view me with grief, they’d give me the peace they could have given to me when I was right in their face.
It’ll take some waking them up,
but I’ll do whatever it takes, they just need to see that I’m something.
I’m some-fucking-body,
I’m a heart,
I’m a mind,
I’m a soul,
I’m a body,
I’m not disposable garbage, I’m not disgusting and wrong, but maybe they’ll see that when I’m finally gone.

But see, I learned the mistake that I made was allowing other people to change the way that I saw myself. Now I see myself, I see me so f*cking clearly I could cry, everytime I look myself in the eye it’s because I know what you’re going through,

I know who you are.
I’ve traveled that road, I’ve just taken it further,
so this is for you.
If you’re thinking it now,
if you’re wanting to die,
if you’re thinking it out,
you are so much more than you are in this moment,
please don’t give up.
Please stay strong, ‘cause there’s always a rainbow after every storm.
Don’t do what they’re expecting of you.
Don’t let go.
Don’t give up on you.
You’ll never know how great you can be.
Don’t give up on you.
I didn’t give up on me.
I did not give up on me.
-Angel Haze

drealdoc89: Hello medics,
s dere any Pharmacist in his/her 4th year in here?

Yeah. What you need?

henry007: Samoyeds are always white. Why didn't the poster leave his number coz this price looks too good to be true

Lool. Well cuz it's a give away price doesn't make it less real.. And here's ma number.. 07032300623
Got all kinds of breeds btw

chucky234: I need a white female Samoyed pup urgently,call 08024403817 if you are in Lagos.

Hey. U still need 'em? I'ma give you a call..

Dude if she cheated with you, she's most likely gonna cheat on you.

Samoyed Pups for Sale #35K

The Samoyed
is...a good
natured
medium sized
breed, who
loves people.
They are a
family and
people oriented
breed, who
demand to be
with their
people inside or
where ever
their people
happen to be at
any given time.
The
affectionate
Samoyed will be
your friend for
life! If you are
looking for a
dog to put out
in the backyard
to greet as time
permits you are
looking into the
wrong breed.
An ignored
Sammie equals
a bored Sammie
resulting in
behavioral
problems. The
Samoyed is a
wonderful
breed for
children. They
are a highly
intelligent
breed, which is
sometimes
confused with
disobedience or
stubbornness
when it comes
to obedience or
other types of
training. You
can look into
the eyes of the
Sammie and
know the lights
are on...they
make
decisions. The
best way to
train the happy
and fun loving
Samoyed is with
a lot of
patience, praise
and consistency
much like you
would do with
your human
children. The
Samoyed is a
vocal dog, who
will bark or sing
(arhoo). Some
are diggers and
chewers,
especially as
puppies.
Description
The Samoyed
is...a compact
muscular
working dog
who is dignified
possessing
beauty and
grace. The
Samoyed
is...one of the
few Natural
breeds. They
were the only
Nordic breed to
have lived in
the reindeer
tents with their
people, who
they kept
warm. They do
well in a pack
or as a solely
owned dog.
The Samoyed is
a double coated
breed with a
softer
undercoat and a
harsher
standoffish
outer coat.
The Samoyed
coat can be
either white,
cream or
biscuit or a
combination of
any of the
three. Any
color other
than listed or
blue eyes are
disqualifications
in the Samoyed.
For a complete
description of
the Samoyed
click here to go
to the American
Kennel Club's,
AKC, Breed
Standard.
Top
Grooming
The Samoyed
is...a dog who
requires a
minimum of
one hour
grooming per
week. To
prevent
duplication
within our site,
please click
here to go to
our Grooming
Your Samoyed
section.
Exercise
The Samoyed
is...a dog who
requires
adequate
exercise. They
are an active
working dog;
although, not
high strung.
They will
exercise inside
and/or
outdoors.
Living
Arrangements
The Samoyed
is...a dog who
requires a
secure fenced
yard (6-8'
preferred) to
run and play in;
however, they
also do well in
apartments
provided the
owner is willing
to put forth the
extra effort to
exercise and
potty
adequately
(always on
lead).
Health
The Samoyed
is...a dog who
has their own
health problems
like with any
breed.
Primarily, Hip
Dysplasia, Eye
Problems,
immune-
mediated and
skin. For a
more in depth
look into
Samoyed health
click here to go
to our Health &
Samoyed Care
page.
Life
Expectancy
10-15 years,
more
specifically
12-15 years
Weather
The Samoyed
is...,in spite of
what you may
have heard, a
breed who does
well in all
elements.
While they
prefer the
cooler climates;
the Samoyed
acclimates well
to the warmer
climates. We
are in Texas!
Their dual coat
protects them
in cold and
heat. You will
just need to use
the common
sense approach
as it applies to
the heat and
humidity
factors. The
Samoyed is less
active during
the summer
months and will
want to go
outside to potty
and back into
the air
conditioned
home. They
will tend to
want to play
mostly outside
in the summer
months in the
very early
morning hours
or the late night
hours. They do
get their
exercise
indoors too.
The Samoyed is
not...
Protection
The Samoyed is
not...a
watchdog.
They will bark
to alert you to
someone
coming or at
the door;
however, due
to their
wonderful
temperament
they would lick
and greet a
stranger instead
of bite them,
grin. Samoyeds
have been
known to alert
and save their
family members
from house
fires, seizures,
etc.
Shedding
The Samoyed is
not...a non-
shedding
breed. Can we
say Hair, Hair
Everywhere!
The shedding
can be
minimized with
regular
grooming.
Living
Arrangements
The Samoyed is
not...an
outdoor living
dog. While the
Samoyed loves
the outdoors
they are
happiest and
less bored when
they are with
their humans.
The Samoyed has been called
for many years the dog that
carries Christmas in its face
and heart the whole year
long.

Can any Pharmacist in the house tell us how it is out there?
As Per Job Satisfaction and Remuneration?

Congrats y'all! 3ooL pharmacy student here!, If y'all need any help hola!, from experience i'd just say be smart thats what gone help ya over here!

,,,

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Hey man! Iz dis stil available?nd tz i3 pr0cess0r wif da usual bt,w/lan?

lotsa typos in ma last post, ! too everyone trust me you gotta be serious in U.I cuz U.I iz , when you get admitted you'll hear phrases like tsunami and erosion then you'll know what i mean, For the pharmacy students You are in real deep s h i t!! Lol, If your set is really good at least 15 of you will be dropped from d deprtment in 100 level nd more in subsequent levels zo u jst got2 b extra serious cuz average students struggle to make it, ! On a final n0te, Your interactive session is like ur Jamb nd ur 100 level post-jamb, ! Da 100 level is ur screening and not all of you will make it to 200 level in ur department,some will be dropped to lower courses,few will drop outta school nd it gets worse d higher u go, D hotter it becomes!, Saf3!

@robot, H3y man, Im a stud3nt of U.I nd wh3n s0m3 crazy shit waz initially g0in 0n wif ma admission, I hat3d da skul t00 zo u 0n point,
Da thing iz if ur mark iz b3low da cut-off for m3rit you myt nt b3 pick3d, Unl3ss ur w3ight3d avg. Iz da high3st for ur locality d3n d8 da LOCALITY cut-off c0m3s in plac3, Zo w8 iz da m3rit cut 0ff for law this y3ar nd did u sc0r3 high3r??, If your w3ight3d sc0r3 waz highah dan d8 d3n u n33d 2 g3t ur lazy ass b3hind nd go2 u.i for ansahs cuz thurrs prolly a mistak3 sumw3r3 nd u will b3 ansahd, It h3lps if u knw sum1 in da skul buh 0n ur 0wn u'll still fynd r3sultz, Da suppl3m3ntary z for da CoC Forms nd da l3ctur3r list, Zo if u knw a l3ctur3r in U.I go ask for h3lp buh u will stil b3 intahvi3w3d buh trust m3 tz goin 2 b pr3tty 3asy!!

The criteria for ranking universities by d website sum dude posted is d numbah of WEB HITS the school websyt gets, Its not academics,structure,lecturers, etc
@dayokanu, The only nobel laureate 'prof. Wole soyinka' finished/waz moulded from/by the University of Ibadan,

I dont think they will ever be a comprehensive list unless the criterias are given, Am a student of the University of Ibadan and i am not biased in saying it is one of d best in nigeria and the first established!, U.I has produced more proffesors than any other university in Nigeria,

U.I unargueably has d best medical school in Nigeria 'UCH', This is furtha shown by d massive influx of OAU students in2 d u.ibadan 2 study M.B.B.S
It has d first hall(student) in west africa, Its admission process is 'near flawless', and academically i believe it is d most rigorous in nigeria, U.I won d zain african challenge a copl yrs ago, Nd a competition d8 ll bring 250+ prof's to our school<stil sketchy wif d details,
That is nt 2 say u.i doesnt come wif its faults has Social life is almost Zero! The only way u unwind iz goin 2 d t.v room,sports pavillion or 2 d mini-stadium 2 watch live matches,

Science related courses can be said 2 be for da 'gifted' cuz once u dont meet certain grade points, Ur either 'tsunamised' or 'erosion' carries u 2 a 'lower' course,

U can hardly cheat in u.i, Mst lecturers r comfortable so w8 cn u offer?, 100 level take 'german' exams in chemistry,zoo,botany, Nd d 1's with objectives are paper types like JAMB, So in u.i its either u Serious or Ur not.! There's no intahmedi8!

If u spend a day in da halls(hostels), U'll hear phrases like 'baba to ka iwe juu' u'll never hear 'baba to jaiye ju', lol, There's wireless connectivity in our ICT and most departments, Nd extension 2 d whole of u.i is on its way!! ,
So anyway u see it! U.I is a force 2 reckon with!

d8s like askin a politician if e got moni in iz bank account!,

Of course they do! buh da standardz r pretty high! Ur O.levelz gats 2 b reall gud, Make sure u calcul8 ur WAEC score b4 choosin 'em, U can search otha threads 4 info on how ta calculate 'em

I checked da thread on da admission of da previous year, nd sum of 'em were like dey wer'nt really bent on da JAMB ADMISSION LETTER cuz itz pweeti difficult 2 get, buh 2 b on da safe side if any of y'all knw wer d rest of us can get it, dnt hesitate 2 post it,

@all, w8 department r y'all?

It wasnt easyyyyyyyy!!! We made it Y'all!!!!!

Yup, Its bin out since yesterday, Was invited for pharmacy, ! nyweiz ill post how it goes and questions asked 4 othas doin da change of course! l8r!
BTW Y'all must bring everything they asked for or you wont be interviewed!

@salaskama
in dsame dillema, a second list wil b out buh nobody'z sure his/her name gone b on that list, zo u either play it safe nd change to a single subject course like math,english or botany nd sorts or wait for the second list,
lets see if d list comes out first,

salaksmana:
pls what is the meaning of ELDS on the cut off mark. because I reach some of the cut off in merit, locality and elds but I was'nt shortlisted. course psycology second choise

ELDS means educationally less developed states and U.I is seriously messin wif ppls brains,

extommix:
i didn't recieve mine but saw my name on the shortlist

What was ur weighted average and what dept u goin in for?

Jeez! nd all y'all wanna go to u.i? u guyz are gonna crack up d profz dt r interviewin u,

Yo pipos did any of you apply for a change of institution form and is having problems with registering for their p-ume?

Cuz i changed ma 2nd choice to lautech and they like i havent been short listed when i got 266!!

WTF does that mean?

then i went to da friggin JAMB website to check ma result again and they like ma registration number dont exist??

Nybodi gat any idea wat this is/wat i gotta du 2 fix this cuz d registration is almost over,

@ poster d prim8 didnt xplicitli st8 dt yaradua was gona die he onli sed he wz gon fal sick @ various mnths of d yr n 2 y'al sain trash dt he aint God he neva sed he wz God or he isnt tryna play God neither he onli sed those wer divine predictns!He predictd one or 2 of d plane crashes in Nigeria cnt rememba, N he clearli st8ed dt he onli feels hapi n fulfild wen d gud/peacful predictns kum tru!!, A gud numbah of his predictns av kum tru n sum r stil manifestin, So y'al beta watch out!, Post links l8r, Rite nw im mobile

Wats d fuss?, I dnt ci y y'all celebr8n, Dis shdnt b a new tin,it shd hapn al d time n jamb is most def nt a true test of knwldg, Kongrats 2 d gal if it was done by ha 'efforts' bt we dnt knw dat du we?,

@ 8oracle evrythin hapns 4 a reason n if those aforementioned pastors are real n tried raisin ha up she wldnt if God had a reason 4 ha death, U av 2 b in da spirit 2 undastand tins of da spirit
@ keyne he preached on saturday bt didnt on monday, D 1 on monday was a repeat of his previous msg, N if u check d date of d outline ul ci d d8 was altered, Funny tin is dat d msg play'd was a reflectn of ha death, Tis almost has if he had a premonition of wat was gon hapn
@ uzogreat she didnt die at d camp ground she lost ha life at ha residence in ibtc in ayobo-ipaja, B kiaful of wat u say, I also av first hand info of wat hapnd which is stil sketchy 2 d press bt i tink its best sleepin dogs lie!

Ppl can b so myopic in dere tinkin!, *D biggest mistake given 2 sum inhabitants of planet earth is free will/speech!

Tnx 4 corrobor8n ma story!Its al ova d tele-media n mitv n channels tv hav both aired it, May her soul R.I.P

N ur point is?

Jst heard it on eko fm, Y'all around da lagos metropolis cld tune in,