Arsenate: by mad people I believe you mean schizophrenics. well schizophrenia is just one of the many psychiatric ailments we have. depression (which you claim to be suffering from) anxiety etc are all psychiatric problems. my point is you mustn't be "mad" for you to visit a psychiatrist.

I never knew, now I know

dagentility: Lol at black sheep. Anyway Op i dont get any contribution to your topic cos i'm d white sheep of my family.

call the black one to come in here

* I am because I was labeled the blacksheep of the family and I have no choice but to take it

* I am because I was known to love only one person and the person is no longer living

* I am because I wear what I like,got tattoos, braid my hair and sag my jeans

* I am because I graduated from no department

* I am because God doesn't know me,well I decided to let him go

* I am because I was playing "winning eleven" and dude climbs the pole to disconnect the light, I had no choice than to push the ladder

* I am because I am

* I am because I hate morning devotion

* I am because I was given money to go and get my tattoos erased and I came back home with mom's portrait tattoo on my arm

* I am because they know I've been looking for a way to sell my soul

* I am because am about to die














I AM

The bible says thou shall not kill , is their any biblical back up that taking your own life is part of it?

Abrilla: I just had to go through all your Topics on NL
Am really with Aluta on this
You need a psychiatrists

psychiatrists are where they treat mad people,I don't know if am right, my mental state is very normal just that my life is nothing to write home about which caused a depression and made me a sadist

ritababe: From abinitio we were friend because am a stranger in aba i have nobody to turn to except him, anytime he start his gen he normally take it far to avoid disturbance but since he woo me and i refused, anytime he start his gen the noise bang like an aeroplane in my window and the smoke fumes inside my room like trailer CO2

I report to landlord, he say he will talk to him(if he has done that i dont know) so anytime i want to read i will go to my friends place to read.

Please what do i do?

you have already alleged it on your refusal to him, women sef, how did you know?

Anyway go talk to him not landlord

alutacontinua:

now, I can un-follow your thread
consider my suggestion
much love

I will , thanks 4 your co-operation

alutacontinua:

hehehe
unfortunately, you don't get to make that call.

ok

alutacontinua:

Guy, you need a psychiatrist!
that ain't no condemnation, it's an opinion/suggestion.

thanks a lot, can you do me one favor?




Pls don't comment again

alutacontinua:

apparently, your sympathetic responders ain't helping matters, seeing this is like the 100th thread you're opening on this issue.

don't you think it's time to have a change?
you're right, I don't isually open threads like this but your username seemed too attached to this kinda threads, I had to open and see why

anyway my username is attached to a thread like this because I know my life is about hitting a rock

And you opened for the first time all you could do is condemnation

angela98: yeah in Nigeria it can be a scam but in the UK its not. Because its a money back guarantee. More so manhood enlargement is not every man with small manhood cup of tea. Its a matter of choice.

but there are people in the uk running up and down, complaining about their small manhood,does it mean they haven't heard about this?

This whole thing doesn't work, like somebody said before its a mind thing, once you start using the product you thinks its getting bigger when its actually the same

alutacontinua:


Depression is a psychiatric disorder.
psychiatrists are trained to treat it.
he's having suicidal thoughts, bad sign!

How is the above atory even relevant?
what am I supposed to do for him? Start preaching to him? He can as well go to see a priest or something. He's heard more than enough messages on NL, he doesn't need an epistle, he needs a psychiatrist, SIMPLE!

They might even prescribe some anti-depressants for him

people shouldn't comment in a thread they don't like, they should ignore rather than asking me why I opened the thread

when I opened this thread there are people I expected to see definitely not people like you so I wonder what you are doing here

cococandy: OP life is so funny that one day in a few years to come,you'll ask yourself 'did I really mean to kill myself?'
And you'll wanna beat yourself up for ever thinking that in the first place.

It will all fall in place as long as you don't stop trying.
Pls don't stop trying.
It will all fall in place.
The harder you try,the sooner it may be.
Just don't give up yet bro.

thanks alot

angela98: it increases the size of the manhood. But check with your doctors first before u use it. Although pabo sells low health risks sex products.

Lol.. If that's true there will be no complain in this world over small manhood

All those things are scam, we done search finish

Kanwulia:

I sound depressed like you?
Wonders!
A CATATONIC BYTCH LIKE YOU WHO SITS ON A THREAD to go back and forth WHILE CLAIMING TO BE DEPRESSED.
I knew you were looking for fresh 'ritual victims'!

You jam rock! WINCH!!!!

It is not a competition my dear.
You are the one who chooses to use a 'suicide' thread to garnish attention to your SICK BODY AND SOUL.
Stop PLACING A CURSE on yourself.
You may just get what you wish for.

There is another thread for 'suicidees'. . .
I have never visited it.
You need to contain your curses there.

You may think it is funny. . . .
But only a SICK PHOCK like you will use such a topic to toy with on or off NL.
I pity your life.

TO HELL AND BACK WITH YOU AND YOUR USELESS THREAD.
I don't tango with DEPRESSED PSYCHOS like you!
I can always smell a FAKE. . . . .You disgusting swine!

Famous LAST words:
GO AND DIE!!!!

you are just ranting with no point, you sound so frustrated and pained, why? Because of me?

You suppose to be the owner of this thread because you sound so psychological derailed, whoever that reads your comment will know your are the one sounding depressed

You are not just intelligent my dear, you need to upgrade your iQ

angela98: Visit a sex shop. U can buy a manhood pump from there. Check pabo...it works really well.

please what does the "manhood pump" do?

kayciano: since marriage is ur issue here and not pleasurable measures......
u can achieve it outrightly.....
must u condescend to sex b4 marriage....
Y NOT TRY IT DIS WAY....::dont even discuss d issue with lady of ur choice, despite pressures stil remain adamant on NO SEX B4 MARRIAGE.
MARRIAGE is like a LUCKY DIP or HAMPER ....u get what u see in it...AFTER ALL ..some dudes get married today, yet get paralyzed d next minute from road traumas. Tell me what happens to d wife...? DOES she now have to quit the marriage...?
I have encountered a scenario,whereby a lady who had hysterectomy som time in d past, stil got married without informing d supposed husband.
SOME MEN insist dat a lady must get pregnant b4 proposal...LET me ask u....WHAT HAPPENS TO DIS LADY, IF AFTER MARRIAGE d supposed pregnancy ABORTS SPONTANEOUSLY DUE TO STRESS FROM D WEDDING ....?
THE problem we also have in this country is dat ...ALMOST EVERYONE IS A god ....so who wil serve the other...?
BY the way, see a medical doctor, some serial treatments wil be commenced for it....

bad advice, if he ever did that he's causing himself harm not even the wife, the girl will cheat with no remorse

As am talking to you I have a friend who's phucking somebody's wife for this same reason and the lady has no regret, she said the husband never told her and there was no premarital sex between them because of religious issues

@ op, there are girls who will like your dic1< no matter how small and try learn pre-intimacy skill,its very important

There's no such thing as enlargement pills like people are saying here,all na scam,if they are real no one would have small "anagbogu"the only thing they will do for you is giving you a maximum erect;!on which will make your manhood look a bit bigger

The only way to enlarge is through surgery which the surgeons them self say its risk and costly

freecocoa: Suicide is for cowards OP, you don't know what tomorrow will bring, think of most great men today, they didn't have it big from the get go.


There was a time I thought, "I feel like dying" and then I remembered that there's no food in the beyond, I won't see my siblings, dad or friends, I won't even get to watch my favorites shows, na him I say "tah! I no go die abeg, this life sweet, patapata I nakid protest go government house"

well that's only if I have dad and siblings that I can wish to see again

Kanwulia:

Na who be this counterfeit NAETO-C?
Walk away for what?
Is the family section a BURIAL GROUND for suicidal MOFOS?
Those wey wan quench nor dey h-announce am o.
Ask YOUR FELLOW NLANDERS. . . . IN THEIR GRAVES. . . WHO HAVE DON JUST THAT. . . quenched because of BLOKOS ON AND OFF NL!
I nor sen una message!

Na today this thread 'opin'?
How many suicide threads una wan 'opin' for NL?
Abeg make una carry una bad luck go for one thread o.
I do not log on to NL to see 'CLINICALLY-DEPRESSED' souls in the family section.
Even if you are ONE OF MY FAMILY members. . .I WILL GLADLY SEND YOU TO DR KEVORKIAN to give you a most peaceful end!
Go the 'OFFICIAL SUICIDE' thread. . . or DIE IN PEACE. . . .OR MANY PIECES!

Is this the HEALTH OR PSYCHO SECTION of NL?

Haba!!!

Many are not depressed on or off NL. . .
I nor like am.
Period!!!!

If this your 'JOMGBA' OP was not sicking some SICK ATTENTION. . . why did he or she not go here?
WHEN SOME SICK PHOCK wants to seek attention in this family section. . .'It' will come up with a 'suicide' thread. . .like it is something to make fun of.

Nansenzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!

https://www.nairaland.com/1347408/feeling-suicidal-come-here-first

I red everything you put up but couldn't comprehend

You sound so depressed just like me, what is your pain? Why killing yourself over me? I wonder why you spent time typing all this if you are not also feeling suicidal just like me, this is what am passing through so I know the trait when I come across one

You don't just make sense my dear, you said people who wan commit suicide no dey announce am, well, I don't wish to commit suicide but am feeling suicidal, if you understand english you will know the different between the two

Like I said before you are more depressed

If am a lady I would choose the big dic1< because character can be changed but dic1< cannot

And there's no guarantee that the small dic1< guy will treat you nice forever

Kanwulia:

You tink say we we dey here not dey 'depressed' once in a while?
Life is tough. . .and only for survivors!
The world is over populated. . . .
If you go. . .MORE OXYGEN FOR US. . .and less Carbon-Dioxide.
Simple!

I just wish am depressed "ONCE IN A WHILE" like you said, I would've been fine

Chillisauce:

This is almost the third thread he is creating about suicide. Clearly he is not moved with the positive words. We can as well try the negative. Him pastor sef don talk tire.

Op, what do you want us to do? Spill

truth is, when I created this thread I wasn't expecting people like you to comment because you won't understand what depression is, I only need people who's passing through what I'm passing through, I know they are many but are hiding, so please don't comment any longer

Chillisauce:

This is almost the third thread he is creating about suicide. Clearly he is not moved with the positive words. We can as well try the negative. Him pastor sef don talk tire.

Op, what do you want us to do? Spill

truth is, when I created this thread I wasn't expecting people like you to comment because you won't understand what depression is, I only need people who's passing through what I'm passing through, I know they are many but are hiding

The worst is that many people wish to be like me, look like me,dress like me,when they see me going out they be like.."See him,see him,fine boy this fine boy that"

But they never knew they are all better than me,my life is fake,camouflage,no one see the man inside me except me

victorels:



The people that feels this way are those with greater assignment to carry out. I am sure you would come out of it and when you do, your testimony would draw enough number of people to your side and you would not feel lonely again.
This is what I will like you to do. Stop trying to change your past and start discovering who you are in Christ. Thank God you are not angry at God but at your situation and God has the ultimate solution.
The best thing to do is to stay around those that loves you. Better still, do this. First you have to consciously ask Christ into your life if you have not and then accept what he had spoken about you. You are a new creature.
Titus 3:5 says Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost.
The past he has washed way. Remember what I said in my write up that we are just revolving Ronda the sun. That means there is no time with God.
Acts 17:28 For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring.
You are now the son of God according to the scripture. The world and the forces of darkness in our mind make us to some thing different which is judging our selves while we should be appreciating and loving Him more.
Consider the Scripture below.
Luke 7: 40 And Jesus answered and said to him, “Simon, I have something to say to you.”
So he said, “Teacher, say it.”
41 “There was a certain creditor who had two debtors. One owed five hundred denarii, and the other fifty. 42 And when they had nothing with which to repay, he freely forgave them both. Tell Me, therefore, which of them will love him more?”
43 Simon answered and said, “I suppose the one whom he forgave more.”
And He said to him, “You have rightly judged.” 44 Then He turned to the woman and said to Simon, “Do you see this woman? I entered your house; you gave Me no water for My feet, but she has washed My feet with her tears and wiped them with the hair of her head. 45 You gave Me no kiss, but this woman has not ceased to kiss My feet since the time I came in. 46 You did not anoint My head with oil, but this woman has anointed My feet with fragrant oil. 47 Therefore I say to you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven, for she loved much. But to whom little is forgiven, the same loves little.”
48 Then He said to her, “Your sins are forgiven.”
49 And those who sat at the table with Him began to say to themselves, “Who is this who even forgives sins?”
50 Then He said to the woman, “Your faith has saved you. Go in peace.”
We are already saved. We are new creatures. Love God from now for it is the whole duty of a man. Men may not appreciate it but God does. Read from Luke 7:36 and you will see what men may say about you when you show your love to God. It should not bother you.

thanks bro, you said I should stay close to those that loves me,nice advice but my question is



Does anyone truly love me? The answer is NO

django1:

Who were the mugus that use to say this?

its the truth, yoruba people are known to be dark skinned with smooth chubby face