₦airaland Forum

YoungandDepress:

I know the sins of my past are catching up with me. Karma is hitting me from all directions.
I see my mates riding nice cars, living in their rented apartment, I cry.

Most of my classmates I finished secondary school with are now responsible graduates and here I am, stuck in 200level.

I see them in the street and I hide myself in shame and disgrace because I can't answer the catching up questions.

I still ask 500 naira from my parents just to go out.

I stayed through out the month of June without earning even one thousand naira by myself.

Sometimes I curse the day I was born and why I came through a mid level family and not a rich family.

God has abandoned me. I can't remember the last time I prayed. Not that I even care now.
I am turning into an atheist because of my frustrations.

Sometimes I think why not just die and end it all, I mean we are all going to die one day so what is the point, but then I think of my family and the shame it will bring upon them and at the same time I think what if I die and heaven and hell is real. It's funny how the thought of hell keeps me going and trying to do good with my life when I don't really believe in God anymore.


Safe to say, my suicidal tendencies are very low to non existent but I hope I have the courage to keep pushing. I hope one day, I just don't loose it completely.

Even my phone I am using to type this has a damaged screen which I'm half managing but it is what it is, I have no funds to fix it and no relative to help.

I mean I'm just here watching the days go by, taking evening walks around the neighborhood and thinking how my life would have been if I didn't mess it up or did all these happen to me so I can be a testimony to others if life decides to smile on me?
I have no idea.

I'M JUST A YOUNG, BROKE, MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED MAN.

I PRAY MY SOUL FINDS THE PEACE THAT IT DESPERATELY SEEKS.


I just wanted to table my emotions here and vent out all the frustrations in my head because I have no one to talk deep with me. I hope to find little relief and seek solace in the peace of others.

I never even knew I could finish this your long epistle, but as I read on it kept pushing me to read it further. What you are facing is what millions of Nigerians are facing or had faced in the past, I will just advice you to do your sincere best in whatever situation you found yourself and leave the rest to God henceforth, that is the secret to a meaningful life.

Everyone has their time in life, when your time comes just use it wisely. I passed through double of what you are passing through even at a far older age, but when it is time, I achieved in 3years what many of my mates that I thought were doing well could not achieve in 15years after our graduation.

Just be sincere to yourself like I earlier wrote and have a picture of what you want in life in your mind, God will help you.

Thesame Abia State where people were seen hailing and applauding Orji Kalu just last week, this life no balance true true.

It is long overdue, all the best bro. This guy is a beast on the ring, he hardly talk and his look is always like that of a lion ready to devour his prey.

Make unna continue to de do unna legalised prepornô film rehearsal, nothing do you guys, police no fit arrest unna.


Iranu, abacha...

VickyRotex:
Interesting! That camels own is surprising. See the mouth sef

Never seen a close-up image of a buffalo. Is that a bird perching on it's face?

Anyways, there's one animal that is a total opposite of this. Doesn't keep grudges. Infact the more you discipline it the more it loves you.

Doesn't matter how much my mum beats them, they're always the first to go welcome her wagging their tails.

Man's best friends. But they can do anything to keep their owner safe. That's not revenge, that's protection.

Say the name: DOGS

Oh I love Dogs

Starve the dogs for a longer period and you will see if it can revenge or not.

Hope she is giving that her big head (governor)husband breastmilk as well, ladies pls always give your husband/ boyfriends breastmilk, they also need it for proper functioning.

Children of hate where are you people? Come and see Akeredolu introducing his running mate to the husband of your ancestors.

DemoCRAZY is the most foolish thing that ever happened to us in Nigeria, just look at them, today they are eating together tomorrow they are fighting. The western world that we copy doesn't do theirs' this way, If you are in party A you are in party A, they don't constitute nuisances like ours.

Anyway the elections should come and go, their news is getting irritating. I JUST WISH EDO PEOPLE GIVE US AN HANDSOME AND INTELLIGENT GOVERNOR THIS TIME EVEN IF HIS PARTY IS OPC, we are tired of these frog-face governors.

MelesZenawi:
Imagine speaker of Nigeria house having his staffs all muslims and Yorubas.



Same way, all VP 35 aides were all Yorubas..


The country nigeria is just been run on ethnic leaning.

You are a fool, it is obvious your intention on posting this here is to further exhibit your bigotry. Why is everything the Yorubas' do your problem?

Are you telling me the speaker has just 11 staff with the security personnels inclusive? He has no wife or children that could join him in praying? What the hell is wrong with this people for God's sake?

Hold your ancestors and your failed regional leaders responsible for your sectional backwardness and stop displaying your lunacy on what people from other regions do.

Here is Osinbajo attending his Ebonyi born aide's wedding in 2017.

https://www.thebreakingtimes.com/osinbajo-in-ebonyi-attends-aides-wedding-photos/

That is what the country have turned into, anyways it's better than being a liability on her boyfriend or doing aristo. It is a matter of time, you will get to where you actually belong young woman, may God bless your hustle.

Inside the STM metro enroute home from work, it's crazy here, no sign of eid, I miss home. Anyway, Alhamdulilahi we are alive to see the day.

webizone:
Guy, imagine being a landlord.
Okay, I come to your house and live in it.
At the end of the year, you Mr. Landlord pays me rent for living in your house. Meanwhile your wife and children are hungry and sick, and you can't take care of them. All while your fellow landlords are driving the latest cars and their families are enjoying.

You know what's more?
I can wake up one morning and tell you to sweep my door front and add steps there.

Judging by your comment, I guess you will like this type of arrangement.

And this is an example why ignorance is dangerous in our times.

What makes you a landlord in the first instance? You couldn't build a house on your own, you borrowed from me to buid a house and you call yourself a landlord!

The issue is if corruption could not allow the government to pay and the Chinese government takes over, they will run it as a privately owned company until they recover their money after which they will leave and the property will be for Nigeria. Get the simple analysis.

I know our government is useless and may likely default from the agreement but the issue is even if China seizes the assets, they will still be in Nigeria they can't transplant them to China, it will still be for the betterment of our people.

EngineerBode:
You cannot shoot with a sniper. A sniper is a person. He snipes with a rifle

The only mistake in the sentence was using the preposition 'with' instead of 'by'; someone can be shot by a sniper.

omenka:
Igbere, the least you could have done was to tell us what she said was reason why her husband did what he did. After getting her name, address and who did that to her, that should have been the next logical question: WHY?

Is journalism that difficult?

It clearly stated that because of his mistress perhaps the man was eating another meat outside, nevertheless does it really matter what she did to warrant that? Even if she kills the best the man should have done is to report her not taking the law into his hand.

The crisis in Nigeria is bigger than that of every other countries in Africa combined, yet baba is forming Mr peace maker...mtcheew.

homesteady:
Are you people still claiming he was falsely accused of rape? The girl who made the list has made it public, he was included in that list for harassment. She also uploaded texts of him apologising for harassment.

Let people have a balanced view.

Stop living in the past man, it was said to be a non-physical sexual assault which means they might have not even met. Technology have made phone cloning very easy lately, someone can clone your phone and do series of things from your phone without your knowledge, using just the texts she uploaded as a yardstick for your conclussion is premature.

I don't know what they pay but I just wish God makes it a stepping stone to greater things for you. Half of bread is better than chin chin.

Hmmmmn, seems punna don de scratch her again, just don't come tomorrow and start disturbing social media peace over another sex duration brouhaha.

Anyways I wish you guys the best.

flyingpig:
Final match of the season

Do or die affair. If United wins, they'll enter 3rd position

They are already in third place, a win will only solidify the position.

Nice, those guys are donkies.

Nigerian politicians, they sound positive only when the prevailing situation favours them. Am sure if he lost he wouldn't havecsaid this. Anyway goodluck to him.

That is Prof. Patrick Lumumba for you, no room for sentiments, definition of a pure radical, unlike the hunger inclined self-aclaimed activists we have around here.

Whao, Bubu have lost many of his close allies mehn. We human are so forgetful, we feel sobber the moment we lost our close associates, after a while we forget and continue with our old way of life! Hope the so called mighty prominent citizens can see that they are nothing and start doing the right things.

Sorry about that bro, I think from the onset you should have started rearing them with bagged feed from a reputable feed mill before changing over to your formulated ratio, that would have at least reduced the risk of situation like this. I suspect the problem is calcium insufficient.

hiziko22:
Home Tutor
If you are in need of a personal home lesson teacher for your child(ren)/wards. Please kindly call this number: 08083319204, 09031939140.
Subject area: ss1-ss3. Mathematics, physics, further mathematics & chemistry. My fees are affordable. For JUNIOR CATEGORY: Mathematics, English language, Basic science & BST. For the J.s.s 3. Students must have there Evergreen past questions. For PRIMARY CATEGORY: Pry 4,5 & 6. Primary 6 student must have there UGO.C.UGO.
Location: Mowe/ Ofada. Candidates must reside in mowe/ ofada. Instead of sitting down at home been idle, why can't you make use of this opportunity during this pandemic. No knowledge is waste. Try me for the next 2 weeks, if no improvement is seen, then the contract can be terminated. Experience speaks!!!

Redundance, the two has same meaning. Best of luck anyway.