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[8/30, 11:29] Miclil: The morning shine so bright wonderful enough I should be thankful that been alive heal healthy, hardly get sick. So why? All this quality many had hope wish pray for, I had them all for free, oh yes! I always pray in my own layman way, psalm 103 is my favorite Bible passage. The Lord God is real I have this Faith and sometimes I wonder why it seems God refused to answer some of my intense prayers like, getting means to travel out of this cruel country and never come back, to have a financial resources that would be sufficient enough, help the poor and the less privilege in the same breath as myself also as a less privilege, poor and lonely after all No real family to call my own in few occasions the thought would hit me why? Why did everyone seems not to care whether I live or Die, Partoranking song comes to mind "celebrate me when I dey alive no be say if I leave this world you go dey fake am for my back" he did hit the nail on the head, it the realities of world of today, everyone seems to be doing a lot of that lately they did pretend to loved and cared for you when you are dead not when you are alive and actually needs those loves and care. So for me I wish, hoped that the silent death that usually take people at night usually when they sleep would take me too...
The country had failed us all we become vulnerable, poor and needy in our own land where we should feel safe, secure, proud and protected well, In realities I'm not alone in this thought of Death many had not the courage to continued living, suicide was optional to them not for me because I didn't give myself this life why should I take? I had not the will not the right to take my own life let God take it whenever he so please, The Lord knows my conditions, he brought me into this world , I know not when I was born neither do I have the right to know when I would leave but I hope soon. There is nothing left no one would miss me at least that's what I think in a world where I feel so lonely and left behind. We (#Endsarsprotesters) sometimes took it upon ourselves to make a change happen but it never end well for most of us at lekki toll gate, they (Government) painted the ground with blood of the real patriotic citizens of the Nation, they paid the ultimate price that unfaithful day. I was there I witnessed the whole scene still wonder how I was unscathed, how did those evil bullets missed me out of all the chaotic scene where everyone was tried to ran in order to escape, they were met with thundering bullet... in my mind I'm dead already, I gave up, I had already made peace with myself at least I would have died for a just cause yet, here I'm alive. please don't call it miracle because I had not prayed for such, it should have been a glorious death for me though many might not even know or remember neither will I be celebrated.
It was recorded in the Bible 'the dead is better than the living because the living know not what will become of them. For most of us who had not witnessed death we like to think about it as a peaceful afterlife where all our struggle, poverty, suffering and trials will no more exist, We would rest in peace without worry of tomorrow, today or what the future holds for us, it an interesting thought, one that gave us hope, yes! death gave us hope because in reality we know not what afterlife holds for us all, so we desire to be hopeful, ever wonder why people took their own life even when they had no idea what await them, in their thought they become optimistic about death, they see it as a way out, way out of a cruel world not that God created the world to be as cruel and evil as it is but human fashion out the exact opposite of what God had in mind, Lol... I don't know God mind still lets think about everything, God is merciful, kind and a great provider before God created man he had created all he would need- shelter, clothes, food and drinks they are all available at his finger tip, we all read or heard the Bible and Qur'an accounts of this, both holy book as people prefer to call it agreed on the same information, history about life though science might not agrees with that as it had it's own theory about the evolution of man, so if God created a beautiful world chances are he had made a more beautiful home for us afterlife, now the criteria to getting to that imagined world is up for debates, will we be judge or can we(Nigerians) get a free pass because we had been through enough already, as a Nigerian isn't that enough punishment already what greater form of condemnation should someone from a country like Nigeria expect that he/she had not been through already, poverty is the only sin Nigeria's law recognized if you are rich you can certainly do no wrong...we that are poor and had on one are made to suffer the sin of the Rich, been poor thus we become vulnerable, So would God give Us a pass? That remain to be seen...
Everywhere I look seems messed up in this whole Country! For doing the right thing I was locked up in prison for thirteen days, hell! It felt like 13years. You may ask why? The place is the most worse place here on earth at least that I had experienced due to numerous reasons to mention a few, then we literally eat poisoned food,sleep in bare floor and pact together like sardine. How human being with blood in their veins were treated like animals even worse than animals, there are no adjective to better qualify how terrible that place is, "Criminals" We were all tag funny enough most of us are innocent of the crime they label on Us. Trust me I had not been to hell if it does exist but I had seen most of hell here on earth already, I had manage the unmanageable, imagined the impossible and witnessed the most cruelty that Man, Nigeria and the world at large had to offer, we abandoned each other, turn on ourselves and fight, it become survivals of the fittest, is that what the world is all about? Oh no! I gave up hope. If death refused to come definitely it will be necessary for me to seek for courage to keep on living and be sure I will take no part in evil none will I seek to become rich unjustly, I will be a better human, probably the world will notice and changed her evil and unjust ways to uphold freedom, Justice and peace to everyone. Putting myself out there is the only thing that gives me Joy, knowing I could be useful, knowing I could put smile on someone's else face and that through me someone could be happy, it enough reward. I will certainly not stop hoping for death I had made peace with everything, I hold nothing against anyone and surely don't blame anything for me struggles if I had been privileged would I have complain? Of course not.
Please dear readers I will like to be remembered as Miclil Song though my real given names are Samuel Olayemi Michael. Special thanks to all Nairalanders you are all impactful people... Death I'm waiting.... Thanks!

JovialJune:
The arrogance of your level of entitlement mentality is very funny,

Answer this question, why do you feel you have the exclusive right to be helped by anyone here?

We should try to help not condemned

Peggystanley:
I would advise you use the energy you're exerting here ( telling people who don't care about the needy your predicament) to pray harder to God. In fact, Start praising him and see how God will move on your behalf.

Many here are capable but they will rather look away and see you languish in lack and want but it is not so with God.

I made a post some days ago to seek for assistance. You needed to see the bashing Majority gave me. Someone ( a supposed man of God) even told me the house of God is not a brothel for prostitutes to live in. Huh!!!.. I've forgiven them all and gone back to face God with my challenges.

Just take your mind off suicide. God will come through for everyone of us passing through one challenge or the other. Thats my believe and it must come to pass in Jesus name. If you believe.

Thank you the complete story will be up soon

It was recorded in the Bible 'the dead is better than the living because the living know not what will become of them. For most of us who had not witnessed death we like to think about it as a peaceful afterlife where all our struggle, poverty, suffering and trials will no more exist, We would rest in peace without worry of tomorrow, today or what the future holds for us, it an interesting thought one that gave us hope, yes death gave us hope because in reality we know what afterlife holds for us all, so we desire to be hopeful, ever wonder why people took their own life even when they had no idea what await them, in their thought they become optimistic about death, they see it as a way out, way out of a cruel world not that God created they world to be as cruel and evil as it is but human fashion out the exact opposite of what God had in mind lol I don't know God mind still lets think about everything, God is merciful kind and a great provider before God created man he had created all he would need- shelter, clothes, food and drinks they are all available at his finger tip, we all read or heard the bible Qur'an accounts of this, both holy book as people prefer to call it agreed on the same information history about life though science might not agrees with history as it had it's own theory about the evolution of man, so if God created a beautiful world chances are he had made a more beautiful home for us afterlife, now the criteria to getting to that imagined world is up for debates, will we be judge or can we get a free pass because we had been through enough already, as a Nigerian isn't that enough punishment already what greater form of condemnation should someone from a country like Nigeria expect that he/she had not been through already, poverty is the only sin Nigeria's law recognized if you are rich you can certainly do not wrong...we that are poor and had one are made to suffer the sin of the of been poor thus we become vulnerable, So would God give Us a pass? That remain to be seen...to be continued

The country had failed us all we become vulnerable,poor and neede in the our own land where we should feel safe, secure, proud and protected in realities I'm not alone in this thought of Death many had not the courage to continued living, suicide was optional to them not for me because I didn't give myself this life why should I take, I had not the will none right to take my own life like God take it he knows my conditions he bring my into this life, I know not when I was born neither do I have the right to know when I would leave but I hope soon. There is nothing left no one would miss me at least that's whtat I thought in a world where I feel so lonely and left behind. We sometimes took it upon ourselves to make a change happen but it never end well for most of us lekki toll gate was painted with the blood of the real patriotic citizens they paid the ultimate price that unfaithful day I was there I witnessed the whole scene I still wonder how I was unscathed, how did those evil bullets missed me out of all the chaotic scene where everyone was trying to ran they were met with thundering bullet in my mind I'm dead already I gave up, I had already made peace with myself at least I would have died for a just cause yet I'm alive please don't call it miracle because I not prayed for such it should have been a glorious death for me though many might not even know or remember neither will I be celebrated... To be continued

The morning shine so bright wonderful enough I should be thankful that been alive heal healthy, hardly get sick. So why? All this quality many had hope wish pray for, I had them all for free, oh yes I always pray in my own layman way, psalm 103 is my favorite Bible passage. The Lord God is real I have this Faith and sometimes I wonder why it seems God refused to answer some of my intense prayers like I getting means to travel out of this cruel country and never come back, having financial resources to help the poor and the less privilege in the same breath my also a less privilege, poor and lonely No real family to call my own in few occasions the thought hit me why? Why did everyone seems not to care whether I live or Die, Partoranking song comes to mind "celebrate me when I dey alive no be say if I leave this world you go dey fake am for my back" he hit the nail on the head, it the realities of world of today everyone seems to be doing a lot of that lately they did pretend to loved and cared for you when you are dead not when you are alive and actually needs those loves and care. So for me I wish hoped that the silent death that usually take people at night when they sleep take me too...to be countinue

advanceDNA:
Kini

Kitu

Since the beginning when Adam received the wrong gift (Apple)from Eve what happened after that I'm sure we all know the story
That fruit(Apple) changed everything for the human race, we become slaves to sin and so on...that's not where I'm headed today. I had always thought why women always felt sense of entitlement, why do they always feel men should take care of all their needs even they have the means to get all they ever wanted. Well, my theory is the Apple made men a typical slave to women needs. If you are financially down the last person you did turn to will be your own women whom you had always helped and suffered for. Why? Because she will never feel the need to assist you. Though this does not apply to all women out there but surely 80% of them (Women) are guilty of this selfish attitude. Maybe they are scare of giving man another Apple that might actually end the world altogether. My take. What's yours?

I have been waiting for this day to come. Come on Cris

US does not need to encouraged them to leave if US allow me, I will leave Nigeria without thinking twice about it for a second. Who wan die

Madness no dey end for some. Always coming up with frustrated policy. Edo people push this man downward or he will do that to you people quickly. I think it was only Bubu no get sense I no no say dem plenty

rowland545:
I love opay apart from d free charges I also get lots of discount... I still don't know y people are not ditching normal banks for this easy banking

I wonder o

IjapaTiroko:
They are words of emphasis in Hausa language.
In YORÙBÁ language, we have "àbí?" "Shèbí?" "Nkó?" Etcetera.

Senior

dodgelord:
i dont know too

We should ask expertise

I'm new to it. I hope I don't get used to it . most Northerners using short words like... Tor! Bah! Koh! Fa! After finishing a sentence. What does it means and why?

Yeah... I know that man

Lie? What of those people in Aso Rock

Don't judge so that you won't be Judge.
My opinion though don't matter on her look. I'd love to know her personally

Now unbelief is sin... Those who don't believe in the Lord Jesus Christ are in sin, are born sinner and will probably die sinner if they don't believe the saving grace of God through Jesus Christ. Now those who believed and acted otherwise still don't believed. So those who believed and acted according to the lay down principles of God through Jesus Christ are Saved.

Xsolutions:
Hi, is ''Michael'' your Father's name?

Samuel

Hmm... painful, the government or Federal government, President and Presidency don't know how to respond

That's a complimentary statement
And does nothing to explain our current crisis

Support it with electric pot or hot plate. It helps whenever there is light tho.

Faith is always a personal thing. I was born a Christian. Both my parents were born as a Muslim but choose to become Christian. They find the religion interesting at though that's what I thought. Some years later my dad become a Christian, according to him he said God called him, I was about 12 Years old then. I never understood that then. All I knew is he stop doing some perceived worldly things,like drinking beers, threw away one small pot with cowries with Ogogoro which he normally use whenever going to work he'd make small prayers or incantations put the Ogogoro inside and spit to the ground, it was a form of early morning ritual he does everyday in his room before stepping out for work.
The said call from God changed everything for him, his children me included and all his three wivies. Structure were made in front of his house.we all automatically become pastors children, at the time I personally don't know how to react to all this big big changes, it was much for me and all the children. I really don't know serving God could be as hard. The experience was terrible. Night Vigil oh God I hate night Vigils, morning devotion, Bible studies and Sunday service...such a nightmares. Seriously it was hard though there were a silver lining, I learnt a lot too overtime. Reading the Bible was the only thing I enjoyed doing even up till date. The Bible I believe is the manual to Life. To live a better and healthy lifestyle you need the Bible to guild you whatever your religion is. It a must, well not if you think I'm been religious, I'm nothing close to religious, in fact I usually don't agree with religious people So called Christians, Muslims Budish Jewish...so on. This is the background of my story. Something changed, I was later a member of Mountain of Fire Miracle Ministry, for about Six years. One day a minister called me outside the church to discuss something, he offered me a Job opportunity which I accepted gladly, I'm not about to let that opportunity slip away, quit my Current job which was terrible by the way, resume to my current New Job, Now, this are the terms of the work...In his own words, I'll be pay fifteen thousand Naira monthly, two hundred naira for feeding and hundred naira for transportation. The month ended I was paid five thousand naira the first week of the other month, I even thought it was a dash because I told my boss that mummy whom he knew was sick and I needed to help her buy drugs, the second week I asked for my boss again for my salary he gave me another five thousand naira, I was surprised I ask Sir? You promised me fifteen thousand naira not five five thousand naira, he stated some kind of excuses and somehow promise to pay up the next month, I believe him countinue the work, the same thing happened again, then it became clear to me that he had decided to pay just Ten thousand naira only not the earlier agreed and promised fifteen thousand. I was furious,but I couldn't quit at the time, I ponder on what to do, while I countinue to work after three months I decided to inform the Pastor about the situation, perhaps he could be able to talk some sense into him about keep promise and living up to his words as a minister of God in a reputable Church, well I was shocked when he refused to listen to the pastor, Story cut short he never paid those money, I quit started my own business online based on trust, the Lord God help me. I decided to stop going to church and any churches ever since. My life changed, my personal relationship with God took and upward turn, I got conviction, trust in God through Jesus Christ not in church or Pastor, my dad who was a pastor learnt the hard way when I visited him in his home in Badagry just after the lockdown. He had no member he expects me to always attend all services, I was not ready to get drag into all of that again. One faithfully day on Sunday I told him I'm not going to his church, at first he taught I was joking and threaten me, threw my bags and luggage outside after he closed the service because I never did attend the service. Now I realized people don't care about God they only care about themselves, Thier Egos and those selfish interest. So let analysis what Jesus Christ said about those who worship God, those true worshippers of God. Jesus Christ said and I quote the truth worshippers will worship God in Truth and in Spirit. Are you a Christian?
Try ask yourself some critical questions to explain what relationship you have with God. It's very important, been born as a Christian and attending church services doesn't qualify you to be a Christ Follower. Remember how Jesus Christ was very critical about the Pharisees, Seducees those who called themselves God worshippers, and also how they seek to kill Jesus Christ because he told them to their faces how wrong their ways is. The way of man is not the way of God. The world can't pleased God and the physical Structures can't justify anyone to be a true worshipper of God. Jesus Christ said I'm the way the truth and life no one comes to the father except through him, he never said no one comet to the father except through physical Structures (Churches). Please try to understand all this. Stand tall in your faith in God not in pastors or churches. Let Jesus Christ lives in you then you will know the father.

Thank you brother, we will get there eventually or die trying... One way or the other let's live the best of lifestyle even with little financial budget it could be difficult though. The best will come

Social work Study
Hello everyone, My name are Samuel Yemi Michael, I am Thirty one year old born 1989 25th July. Born and raised in Lagos state Nigeria from Epe local government. School at Lincoln Nursery and primary school at Sabo Oniba Lagos Nigeria, finish my Secondary school at Oko-Afo Junior and Secondary school along Badagry Express way. In 2008 I did GCE otherwise known as SSCE, before I finally did my Waec in 2009. I was born into a polygamous family, my father married five wivies. At tender age of thirteen most of my brothers and sisters were left to take care of ourselves, we were twelve, everyone scattered around the Lagos state seeking for ways to survive, feeding and get basic things necessary to cope with Life. It was tough I personally had to do menial Jobs to pay for my school Fees, Exam fees and so on. Work at sites, bakery, food restaurants etc. After my O level I ventured into factory work at Amuwo Odofin at Mile 2 in a Company called Century Obikings, then I live at Sabo Oniba some miles away from the Company which I worked, it might not be miles but the traffic can make it seems that way, anyone who lives in Lagos will understand what I am taking about here, I usually wake up around 4:30am in order to beat the traffic, I earn about eighteen thousand naira weekly that was in 2010 the pay is good considering the level of my Education though transportation costs had some impact on this wages and I had to assist my siblings as they too depends on my income as a result there was little or no savings from my earnings couple with the fact that the work is contractual in nature, sometimes we might not go to work for months, all that I might have saved during those times working will be exhausted when work resumes I will be forced to borrow money for transportation. That was the major reasons why I decided to leave the work for a better stable Job yet again Educational matter kick in, as I do not have the required Certificate to get employed in better paying Job even if there were few opportunities, it was a major factor then, little could I do with my O level Certificate. In 2011 apply for a Security Job at Asco Security Company around Festac town Apple Junction, I undergo training for two weeks before I was deployed to at Company called Lino at Abule Osun just before under bridge close to Army barrack at Ojo Local government area. I was paid twenty thousand Seven hundred Naira monthly. Partially manage through with my skill to repair phone and detect fault, those I could not repaired by myself was taken to Alaba international market for more professional hand while I charge and get my commission. This was what I assisted my Salary with and I was able to raise my savings. Also organised Credit and Drift Cooperation within the Company with my Colleagues and the workers at the Company, it was a genius idea then because I was able to save also help my siblings at home, life became easy compare to the hardship which seems like there is not a way out, after a year things began to fall apart, Colleagues left, some were transferred we were unable to continue our contribution not long I too was transferred to another company which was paying much less than I was earning in my previous company from twenty thousand Seven hundred Naira to Sixteen thousand naira only. I could not cope with the situation at the time after about four months or so, I resigned though before that I was hoping to get redeployment but since my efforts become furtile , there was no order choice order than to leave to seek better opportunities elsewhere. I was searching for Job for a full year throughout the year 2013 before I eventually got Job as a Store keeper in a Coca cola depot not far from my home, I was paid ten thousand naira with the promise of increased salary with time, after a while the madam make good of her promise the money was increased to fifteen thousand Naira, this was a motivating factor for me, had to improve my working ability, soon I was promoted to a manager even as the work doubled the salary was increased to twenty thousand naira with this comes greater work, responsibilities and debts, at the time I do not care much about all that, I needed the money, I was not a lazy type, work my ass off everyday including Sundays sometimes, the depot operations depends on my ability to effectively and efficiently carry out my duties, I also happens to occupy a lot of positions, from storekeeper to motor boy, customer representative so on due to shortage of workers, sometimes I almost did all the works, the effect of this is that it becomes a burden as I was not able to carry out proper accounting records and focus in one work at a time, as time goes by I ran into a lot of debts, those debts was paid with my salary every month soon afterwards I decided to quit pressure here and there, my debt profile pushed me out of the Job ultimately, sometimes, when I complained about the working conditions to the madam she promised to hire more workers and increased my salary but as she did not a single worker lasted two months in the Job including my own brother whom through my help got the sales boy job in the depot, his job was to use truck otherwise known as wheelbarrow to supply goods which Coca cola bottles in creates to customers in the marketplaces and at Alaba international market, it was a work that requires heavy man power the poor boy can not handle the pressure of supplies as he was the only one left, soon afterwards he too quit and I can not blame him at his age he should be in school not pushing wheelbarrow here and there, No one can cope with the working conditions and labour efforts required for those kinds of Jobs are those of technology and motor vehicle delivery services at worse. In the space of time I decided to learn trade at Alaba international market where I was taught how to buy Electronics like LCD and LED TV and sell at relatively above cost price, we ( me and my boss) buy import fairly used TV's and Sell. Low capital leads to low investment and I improvised took my market to another level of marketing and advertisment making use of social medias like WhatsApp, Facebook and Twitter to market what I sell to potential customers, this proves to be effective to a considerable extent. Over time I raised finance for countinuity of my Education. I was a good reader even with all I had gone through I still find time to read all kinds of books available, buy some and was given some too, it enabled me stay active educational wise, I hold out hope that one day I can continue my educational studies comes what may. When I come across a program called Interim Joint Matriculation Board Exam (IJMBE) it offers Candidates opportunities to get admission into any University without Writing Jamb and Direct Entry into 200 Level, I was motivated by this decided to apply for the program with all the money I had saved over years amounting to three hundred thousand Naira, the program itself cost a total of two hundred thousand Naira, Yeah it was a risky choice considering my financial capacity but I was determined to succeed after all I was born with nothing and I aspire to become a tool in the society whom can be a voice for the voiceless, a force who can help less previlege Children and youth get basic Education, influence government decision to make better policies, welfare services for communities, building social amenities, health care and infrastructure, also agitate for better enumeration and good working condition for the Labour in the Country, advocate for human capital investment, better resources management in the society etc. I felt one of the way to achieve my dream is to become educated , A license Social worker. With this I intend to study social work in University. A purpose for Writing my story and creating a fundraiser project is to become a professional license Social worker. I hope to be useful in the society and help those who might be in need with my experience in life. Life had taught me a great lesson, I understand that we only have ourselves, my motto is live and let's live. I strongly believe the world can be a better society for all, one which no one will be left behind or lacking in one aspect or the other, this was achieved in most of the Western Countries and it can also be achieved here in Africa, only if we ignore our difference and focus on what unite us all, looking beyond boundaries and borders, creating policies with the better interest of the people in mind, together we are unstoppable, together we are a force to reckon with, together we are unbeatable, we are Africa, we are everywhere. In the spirit of Africa I hope to find those who will believe in me and my dreams to help me raised a sum of Five hundred thousand Naira to countinue my Educational studies. Thank you! Peace unto all.

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slawormiir:
Damnnn niggar
Too bad....females.....they don't love themselves..always attacking each other....pretending to love themselves in public by hugging and calling each other sweet names whereas they hate themselves...
Na female discussion you go hear something like this on phone
Jennifer: hello baby...my sweetheart heart
Sandra:. how are you darling?
Jennifer: are you at home?
Sandra : yes..
Jennifer:: okay am coming.. prepare something
Sandra: okay honey...I will Cook fried rice...come quickly
Call ends... Sandra is like this witch don dey come again

But if na boys..they will be acting as if they hate each other whereas they love each other... You go hear something like this
kelvin: idiot how far?
Terry: your father...
kelvin: you dey house?....I just weak my guy
Terry: I dey house..wetin happen...why you weak?
kelvin: arsenal jus cut my ticket
Terry: you see your life..I nor say make you nor carry arsenal for that game yesterday
kelvin: I dey come your side..shebi you cook
Terry: for where....I nor cook anything....na even garri I drink sleep yesterday...but come first...two hundred Naira dey with me...make we buy two cup of rice take arrange oil jollof

Guy if you no write Exam you done pass
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