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Marbella003:
I have a main account but I decided to create this one to post this in order to avoid embarrassment or reveal my identity.

I got married 4 years ago to my husband. He was in his 40s and I was in my 20s. The age difference between us has never really been a problem as we are both educated, well spoken, have similar personalities and share a lot of interests, and as a result we mesh well. My husband is a very caring and thoughtful man. This is one of the traits that made me fall helplessly for him, along with his intelligence and fun personality. I will not reveal anything pertaining to kids as this might punch a hole in my wall of anonymity.

I've always loved my husband and I still do. But I've never really been sexually attracted to him. This is not to say that I find him unattractive. No. He is okay as far as physical appearance goes, but his look has never been the kind to turn me on sexually. To put it plainly, I find that I'm only sexually attracted to young men around my age with tall, athletic bodies and with the energy and agility to please a woman satisfyingly in the bedroom. I met this kind of man in my work place and after we talked a few times I couldn't help but become attracted to him. I realized he was also attracted me, and fast forward to a week ago, we had sex in a hotel room.

I'm ashamed to admit that sex with him was glorious, but it truly was. It was better than anything I had ever done with my husband. I loved how he tossed me around the bed and did stuff to me that my husband doesn't do and I liked how ever part of his body felt firm and strong. After the act I felt a wave of shame wash over me. I recognized that I had committed an atrocity and I knew I had broken my marriage vows. The guilt of what I had done followed me around like a stench. I hated myself for betraying a man that had always loved and cared for me.

The problem I now face is that despite the guilt and the shame I constantly feel, I still yearn to experience another period of sexual bliss with my colleague. I can't help it. I'm torn. I already told my colleague that that one time was the last but deep down I don't want it to be. I know that if I tell my husband about what I did, that it would mark the end of my relationship with my colleague, but I don't know exactly how my husband would receive this information. I don't want him to look at me and see a betrayer of trust; a woman lacking integrity and virtue. No. I even thought of resigning from my job or requesting a transfer so as not to be in close proximity with my colleague but I know that wouldn't solve anything as I still have his social media info and occasionally stalk him(yes I do). I'm so conflicted. I don't know what to do.

thecartoonman:
it is even in my town

mailemy:
I expected more from Rick. He didn't really do justice to this song.
Nice jam anyway,kudos to Nigerian music industry for projecting Naija and Africa to the world in spite of our bad image.

Godsfavour78:
last seen in the crowd at bbnaija audition.

Under hot sun.

rotadota:
I have been having this discomfort in my anus for almost five years now, it bites my anus and makes me uncomfortable. I've gone to doctors upon doctors, they end up packing drugs for me to take still yet nothing has changed.

The last doctor I went to, I suggested surgery to him cause I read about it online, he packed drugs for me and told me to come back if nothing changed. I know he will still pack drugs for me.

Please has anyone here suffered this pile of a thing, if yes pls suggest to me what you used in curing it please.

Hintona:
Wo my own pass that one na
Sha am older


Modified: If you like say it's not longer than that pretty lil girl's own up there na your headache
Am sure the hair on your head is not longer than my armpit hair

Benekruku:
If LeBron James is allowed to play that game, it's over for Real Madrid

Nbote:
So who did she send d mail she claim she sent To? Abeg make she lie small jare.. Mayb she saw dollars in d bad but na lie say she dey find d original owner

Godsgift7837:
Me too Bros hahaha I just Dey SA ni

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Nairalandmentor:
Wow! She's really tall. Let the tallest man in Nigeria come and marry her ooooh...
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Godsgift7837:
Bring your 100$ iTunes card and get paid instantly 25k

Ralphjoe:
I recently got a job at a company and there is this girl, that is my colleague in the sales department, we've been close friends ever since I joined the company to the extent that even her best friend there is jealous of our friendship.

The crux of the matter is that am beginning to have a crush on her and it's eating me up, am kind of afraid to let her know of it because I think it will affect our friendship.

What do you guys think I should do here, should I go ahead and let her know about my feelings for her or should I just keep it to myself. I want a matured and reasonable advice. thanks guys.

NobleAngell:
There's a popular adage which says that, "when someone dances and gets rewards, if another does same, he will get the beating of his life".

Shebi Waje cried her own, and people came to her rescue. You sef wants to try your luck.

Donbosco46:
Pure scam I check the code on the slip is incorrect

viviangist:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQ7FpYDQLOI

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opebiboy:
everybody is a pretender. Falz is the biggest fraudster. Him and his dad

amaniro:
I stand with Simi 100% it's an Open secret those people you mentioned are either cultists or Yahoo guys. I know kiss Daniel is a Yahoo boy. The point is somebody like her just have to speak up. No celebrity have spoken up since this charade of Yahoo started... because most of them are guilty. Shine Rambo was a killer now a pastor.

bigtt76:
Connectivity speed on Glo 4G LTE on RN5 AI band 3 (Lekki Phase One).

Looks like the signal strength is now better further down from the Lekki - Ikoyi link Bridge roundabout towards Tantalizers. I'm sure coverage would have been activated on more cell sites now. Pls share your experience.

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MrBrownJay1:
what wrong with condoms now...?

MrBrownJay1:
if your sole need for a woman is to have raw sex then you sir DONT need a woman/spouse/companion, you only need serious professional help.

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