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mployer:
Lol.
If you had won, you will not be here. You will be somewhere buying drinks for your homeboys.

Please allow us rest.

hmm. you won't understand. I have come to learn that you can never beat the system. if you win today, you lose times three the next day. it's better one abstain from the act.

I am learning of this late....

richmond500:
u don't know childofdoom, he just wanted attention.
He isn't begging and if u offer to help, he'll snub ur message.

He is just having fun with this thing

not true o sir. this time it's critical. I genuinely need help. I only do not open up to people who just wants to make jest of me

Xenry:
You again? I think you need deliverance, go to the SCOAN so they go pray for you.

hmm. I've been there once

The New Me

I wonder why I only thrive when in trouble. you need to see how tidy and prompt I am now since I got into this current mess. At the beginning of January I was carefree. Now I clean my room regularly, wash and iron my clothes regularly. I now wake up on time and get to work early. I am always among the last set of teachers to leave school. I stay till 7pm daily. I even added Saturday teaching where only me turn up to teach. In the process, I coordinate the WASSCE lesson and ensure all teachers are up and doing. No day the director doesn't complement my assiduous nature. He makes other teachers feel inferior. If only he knew currently what I have done. I will wait till the last minute before I confess. That way I can contribute my quota to the growth of the school before I am 'ratted out'.

The only evil I am taking consolation in is masturbation. I have stopped others. I masturbate now and then when I need to clear my head. At times I do it vigorously till I sleep off. That way I don't get sober and lose sleep. I know I will lose proper erection. Not like I will be able to get married with my misfortune. I am also haunted in dreams. I have also continued with my consumption of carbonated drinks, despite discomfort I get. when restless I take lots of junk food and take lots of minerals to feel happy a little. just today, I have taken two plastic cans of coke. (thanks to my mum who gatecrashes parties to bring lots of food and drinks for us). I know my kidney is close to collapsing. I keep buying medicine every now and then to control stomach upset, but I won't stop. I Know over 9 years of soft drinks intake into the alimentary canal will be inimical to my health. not like my future is guaranteed anyways.

Terminated future

I am from a family of three boys, two girls. Parents are usually elated and bask in ebullience when they have more male children. They are seen as those who would promote the family name. They would never have forseen that I would be the least promising. Considering I had oratory abilities and often was at the forefront in events organised in church and school. I used to be a perfect example for my siblings. Now I am a disappointment. Impatience and greed for fast money lured me into Bet9ja betting December 2015. I keep cursing that fateful day I was introduced to the 'diabolic act'. Since then I couldn't think straight. So many have been hurt directly or indirectly by my obnoxious ways


I hate having a penchant for football. My passion caused this. I'm wasting away at 29 years. Nothing to boast of. Even the boxers I am wearing now is for my younger brother. The shoe I wear to work too is for him. I keep patching and wearing old clothes. To think I am a graduate with a fine second class upper result (just clearance for the result left). I continue to hear the reverberation of my mum's advice right from when I was a teen, to wait for my turn to succeed. It's too late. I wish I can turn the hands of time.


so far, I have gone 14 days without gambling. Even when my battery runs down, I no longer rush to bet shops to charge or watch football. I wait for power supply to be restored. It's too late now though

my fate

There's no way any family member of mine can part with 250,000 naira in this COVID-19 ravaged economy to save me. I can forsee and imagine my rotting in jail. My mum will be worst hit by the news. I will keep my deeds hidden for the foreseeable future in order not to raise her blood pressure. I might even need to pay more than 250k once the police is involved.

oh the torments and discomfort of prison life keeps me petrified. How do I cope enclosed in a place, knowing I am claustrophobic. Considering my good heart (aside betting addiction) and 'Ajebo upbringing', how do I cope being locked up with hardened criminals. They will sodomize me for sure. The unhygienic nature of cells will exacerbate my fragile health, no doubt.

I once experienced a slight jail experience. during an illegal raid on passers by in Warri. The Calabar DPO of B Division Police station at Okumagba had us kept in a room at the station for a day, till our loved ones came to bail us the next day. That travail is still fresh in my mind. Sleeping on the bare floor, Shut off from daylight, people urinating in a pail and the flies around wasn't something I can cope with for long. my body temperature changed after that day's experience.

I'm doomed

My excesses

I abused my position of trust as Principal. it's barely 80 days into 2021, yet bet9ja virtual has taken over 295,000 from me. Though about 45,000 naira inside was meant to be my profit from enrolling students for WASSCE at my work place. The following can not be accounted for:

1) blessing, paid 100k to be a ghost candidate (I submitted just 20k, and claimed she was a regular candidate who will balance later). 80k squandered on bet9ja

2) victory, paid 63k as a regular candidate. I only deposited 15k and said she will balance later. 48k enter bet9ja virtual

3) bright paid 63k. I dropped 34k and gambled with the rest, saying he will balance later

4) princess paid 63k. I dropped only 34k too.

The list goes on. All amounts to 250k!! Money I can not even boast of raising with one full year salary. I will be in big trouble once they all find out. About 11 of them. I am thinking of running to the police station myself, to avoid being tortured by mob

The breath of life, the fresh air we inhale, the peace of mind, the promise of tomorrow, the experience and advice of elders amongst other things are what we take for granted in our quest for quick wealth, no matter the dubious means.

I have blown my shot at having a free life to think and plan for the future. All I think of is my pending doom. I have lost sleep. How do I raise 250,000 naira within the shortest possible time before WASSCE starts (to pay for the candidates money I gambled with). That way, I am saved from my imminent arrest. I don't want to flee Warri to another place (like I did from Benin due to my indebtedness). I have nothing and no one to rely on elsewhere.

My saving Grace is that WASSCE may be delayed till a month time, due to late registration process for 2021 caused by COVID-19. I will make the most of the days I have left. I hope people learn from my story and thread with caution......

good for you. for me, I have fallen into multiple debts, problems and frustrations

Twitter story I guess

illicit:
If u want him to off his cloth and run mad....


DM

how do i reach u? I need something similar to prevent a certain act. Which state are you in?

Gofwane:
Tattoo @MBuhari on your nuts and tag him on twitter.

Hmm

angie541:
You can choose not to believe!
I’ve been a regular visitor of nairaland, I just don’t have account here, I created the account today because I needed to post my story because I’ve never posted here!

let go dear. I need a life-saving 300k. i have a good heart and need a companion. I can help you heal. Just help me with my financial woes. I am 29, tall and fair. i am ready to marry you even today (court wedding), irrespective of your complexion or age. Don't see me as fake or heartless. I will also sign a pre-marriage agreement to forfeit all i have if i cheat or get killed

Ginaz:
Sell one kidney .

i just did a research on it. I am discouraged. I read of fake local and foreign agents who harvest people's kidney and then kill them or flee with the money agreed

What can i possibly do to raise 300k to pay debts in two months time. I know the country is hard now but i am willing to do anything

FinianIb:
Hi, stop being childish and irresponsible. You don't need God to perform a miracle on you cause you don't need one. There's no spirit that's drawing you to gambling, it's your habit, you have to stop bad habit. Bro, take control of your life... Remember you are what you make yourself out of life.

true sir. Bad habit. If I could take back the hands of time, I will do better. You need to see how serious and focused I am now after involving myself in troubling situations. My thoughts are unsettling me now

karkinase:
This guy u still never wise up...jeez
Wake up its 2021 already..

hmm true. I really hoped this year would be different

Carchoice:
You never still die since? It’s been many months now

God has always found a way to help me escape my pending doom

Chummynoni:
You no go kill me with laughter. Lol
Stop virtual bro. It is the easiest path to poverty and depression .

true. I am not prospering. I look unkempt. I think only a curse to run mad if I play again can stop me

thatsleepboy1:
You again ooo

Na wa o

yes, me again. Close to six years now. I don't know what enters me when I receive huge alert. It's diabolic. I have so far restrained for about seven days. Please put me in prayers.

The other time, I restrained for 19 days before getting back to my gambling addiction. I hope I go all the way this time. Little money in my hand now doesn't move me to gamble. It's only when I receive a big alert I need to work on

Dissap:
I don't know about others, but I think God has forgotten me or maybe he now cares less.

hmm. Are you into gambling too?

COdeGenesis:
You have a phone, you can afford data.You have time. I make 10k from transcription weekly and it is becos my work doesnt give me time and sometimes I feel less motivated and lazy. Just invest the time and energy you putting into bet9ja to transcription, you can make twice the money i make

please teach me. I am yet to be free from my woes. I need the distraction and financial in-flow

SmellySperm:
lol this guy again..


it's his name for me "child of doom"

I swear I will change the name if any one can proffer solutions

Puloc:
hmm...better ask for God's help. Remember no matter the amount of evil u feel u have done, God is willing to have mercy on u and help u. Also, remember he sent his son Jesus Christ to die for ur sake. There's help for u if u ask

hmm. I did before but he didn't do anything to stop my addiction. I will reach out next week Sunday again

other addictions

I lust over young girls. I wonder why teens are the ones I love sex chatting with. Despite knowing that my chats can be used against me to get arrested.

I love masturbating a lot. At the height of it, I do it for five straight hours. My dick is literally soft and weak. I feel pains round my pelvic region. At times blurred vision and back pain after intense self-service. I have irregular erection and I am a two-seconds man. Any lady who marries me now will live a life of regret.

I am also fond of buying fairly used goods. Like the current phone I am using was bought from Hausa Quarters at a cheap rate. This is a place where stolen phones are sold. A strange number has been calling me ever since. I guess I am being tracked. I hope I don't get tortured or jailed.

love for sugary snacks/carbonated drinks

Since 2010, I have been like a Pepsi ambassador. I drink Pepsi for fun. I take lots of carbonated drinks as a sign of 'good life' and 'healthy living' for me. At the height of my addiction, I take up to three Pepsi a day, after I get feeble from chronic masturbation. I don't eat biscuit with no taste like Carbin. I patronise biscuits like Festo and pure Bliss. At first, I felt discomfort at the right side of my stomach. Now both sides gives me unease. I Know in some months time I will be searching for a donor for kidney transplant. I have obviously damaged my two kidneys. I pray I have enough time to get a good paying job of over 80,000 to reward my mum for all her struggle for us before my internal organs 'pack up'.


My mum has been my pillar ever since my dad duped many people to gamble and fled to Benin. I am tired of making my mum cry. But my only source of comfort for now after I gamble a lot is masturbation and Pepsi

Gambling

The worst of them all. Since 2015 I have been stuck in the unending addiction of betting. Due to my eloquence,I convinced friends, colleagues, family and strangers to lend me money for school or business. All lost to betting. I fled Benin where I worked before after using graduation fees of students to gamble. Just last year I took my mum to my Director where I teach, to beg to be given some months to pay back 101,000 of enrolment of some students I played Bet9ja virtual with. He agreed and allowed me pay back installmentally. It took me 6 months I starved to pay back from my meagre salary.

My Director made a mistake of making me Principal in 2021 despite knowing my antecedents. I should never have been put in a position where I will see money. So far, of 700,000 paid through me for WAEC enrolment, I have squandered 289,000. Why make a gambler Principal? He was blinded by my diligence and brilliance. How do I pay back before April or May ( when WAEC will start).

This time around, he might leave me to be pounced on by those I duped or I will be arrested. God!! Help your son. I am scared of torture or prison sentence

I am not a hardened criminal. I am not a terrorist. I am not a sickler. I am just a gentleman who deep down has amiable qualities and a good heart. But my addictions are about to destroy me. I really wish to be alive for the foreseeable future. That way my result (just out where I made second class upper) will be put to productive use to make my mum proud. I don't want to remain a wasted sperm that keeps leeching my mum of the little she has. No day I don't sleep without fear of my pending doom. I will let you in on some obnoxious acts the devil instilled in me that will likely kill me or make me get hurt sooner than later..........