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Kriss216:
Try and find 5K, I get sure free 20 Odds for you.

hmm. You may be right. People keep telling me to leave virtual matches (as they are programmed) and focus on real matches. I don't listen. Greed for quick money keeps destroying me. How do I get your games sir?

As principal in my school (new position due to my diligence), I received 80000 naira alert this morning. It is meant for the second candidate enrolment. I can't explain what happened. I just played it all. That makes it 150,000 naira I owe my director now. And it's just January.

I am sitting distraught at a bet9ja shop now. Confused on what to do. I have made up my mind to travel to Ughelli, with the aid of a friend. I want to meet a native doctor to place a curse on myself that 'if I gamble again, I should die'. Many people are trying to talk my mind out of it. They are saying I will just die for nothing. But I feel it's the only way out.

Some are suggesting having friends around or a girlfriend, because I am always alone with my thoughts (an introvert).

EzegeNdiigbo:
Is like you're bet addict(Virtual precisely ) ??

yes sir

I am not losing hope on myself yet. I am tired of writing of my issues. I am only going to write on my progress (by God's grace). For a start, I am setting a target of 100 days without visiting a betshop (whether for charging or watching football).

I started on Sunday. I have survived two days so far. 98 days to go. I will update you all steadily

Molahnelson:
why do you keep paying bet9ja

when you would have used that money to buy Bitcoin and watch the money grow
or used it to play crypto dice

bro's you dey Bleep up oh

Hmm. a friend I know lost all he had to cryptocurrency. He said something like he was locked out of his account due to some issues. Heard South Africa code is what people use in logging in. Is Nigeria recognised? I may be wrong though

It's just January 9th, yet I have lost out on 55,000 naira at a Bet9ja shop already. It's money meant for WAEC enrolment of a candidate of mine for this year. Now I am down. I need to think of an excuse to tell my Director in order for him to allow me pay back installmentally.
I know the year is just young and every one is having a target for the year. Mine is going down the drain already, like previous years.

That's what addictions make people do. Pour out your frustrations too. It could be the spirit of masturbation, womanising, gambling, drugs etc killing your dreams. SHARE

He's probably weighed down by the burden of marriage and wants out

yomi007k:

You deserve a black christmas and not pity.

Have a gloomy Christmas.

hmm

JoyIsSweet:
If person say make e help you now, wetin be the assurance say you no go end am for bet9ja shop again?

hmm. I have learnt my lesson

Where do i start from? It's happening all over again. I pleaded with my sister yesterday to send something for me to enjoy the Christmas and to hold my pocket till we resume at the office. As the diabolic spirit in me will have it, it lured me to take the money along to a bet9ja shop where i planned to charge my phone. While waiting idly for the phone to get filled up, i got tempted (as usual) to try one or two games to improve my fortune. I won an extra 10k from virtual. Instead of me to flee and use the total of 15k wisely, i played on and lost it all. My eyes are clear. My penitence now won't save me. It's going to be a black Christmas/miserable holiday for me

chinchonglee:
So wetin u take post this topic
Since u lost ur phone to gambling?

itel2173. It's a small torchlight phone with operamini i was using alongside the big phone

Hmm. Just back from a bet9ja shop. I lost my 15k salary on virtual. And the month is just beginning. Also traded my power bank and android phone to bet. I feel so empty and traumatised

Kirchoffs:
You'd be surprised......Your name starts from D

nah

imagrg:
Your village people want to somersault your destiny.

Light red and green candles at midnight and call on God to cast hindrances away from you. Then quench the flame in a cup of pure water and drink.
All your problems will be resolved pronto and your financial undertakings would prosper!
NOT joking!

hmm. religion. I have a dwindling faith. I am sceptical about it's efficacy too

Stephenmoka4:
Scripted and writing promotion.

how? You must be new on nairaland not to know what I have passed through for long

Tony142:
create another account and name it "ChildOfGrace"

hmm. Okay sir

lefulefu:
this childofdoom ehn
only u is a chronic gambling addict
only u is a chronic masturbating addict
na only dey eat and drink anyhow
na waoh
one person with many afflictions

What more can I say? this life is a mystery

Cerebellum:
I wonder why u think ur life won't remain in disarray with this name you bear self

Dem swear for you,no..no,,telli me??

Werey OP

Arindin

hmm. the username stuck. it's analogous to my nomenclature. i can't even delete. forgot the mail's password. so, i always go back to this account, even when I say I will not use it again

Kirchoffs:
I know you

oh I doubt

Meedon:
Surely.


It is your destiny.

ah. I sure hope it can be reversed. many youths in my generation have lost focus. Not only me

Ahmad62:
Game of thrones season 9.. Lemme Grab my chair...

hmm

NobleSeed:
This your format Don too old Na bro ,what did you think?
Make well give you the latest one Na.

just my life misfortunes, nothing more

PenuelFarms:
As your name is so you are.

hmmm. fate?

GodWrites:
I'm grabbing a seat.. This will be interesting...

my life is a joke

Uzomacharles:
It looks like you want people to advice you or help you but why all these grammars


Me I no too understand them no vex

pardon me. I use those dictions so it sticks to me. Practice makes perfect

*the spirit of masturbation*

I have been masturbating for ten years now. I started off naively and experimentally. Now, it's hard to let go. The thought/fear of stopping the act, even makes me commit the act more. Before now, i used every little opportunity to jerk off. It started with sex chat on 2go back in the days. Now I masturbate to anything. My thoughts, a person I fantasize of, porn, phone intimacy etc.

I have done the act almost everywhere. On the bed, the toilet, parlour, office, at a friend's place etc. Before now, I only jerk off when I need to sleep or when I am frustrated from betting loss. No timetable again. The world is a bitter and cruel place. It's my only source of joy. Once I jerk off, I sleep to forget the pain.

I always look for an opportunity to get home for it. More like a stimulant for the day. I have used everything available to 'soapy'. Rocking pillow, bare hands, groundnut oil, Vaseline, saliva, hair cream, panties etc.

As a result, I have a weak erection. I know I may not be 'man enough' in my marriage, but I can't help it. I get pains around my pelvic region and back, coupled with blurred vision, loss of weight and balance.

What do I do? Youths of this generation are slaves to their addictions. We just keep pushing ourselves like that. Only God can help us

*carbonated drinks addiction*

Since 2008, I find it hard doing without drinking sugary minerals. It's either Pepsi or coke. Any time I am excited, stressed out or need energy after chronic masturbation, I take pepsi, mostly with junk food. At the height of it, I take up to 3 Pepsi daily. My mum gate-crashes parties where she organises food and drinks for me. She brought three can coke from a burial ceremony. I took one last night and one this morning. I will likely take another one later today with whatever I eat.

It is always refreshing to take sweet things. I only eat sweet biscuits too (like pure bliss). I currently have some discomfort in the lower left and right side of my abdomen. I just pray I don't get diabetes or kidney problems. I urinate often and kind of feel numb in my lower limbs at times. I get dehydrated a lot and blurred vision.

Even when I take bitter leaf (as advised) to regulate my body, I still go back to sweet things. Hmm. Irresistible attraction

*betting*

Seems all the partial recovery I make from betting addiction is ephemeral. There is always an inner yearning to go back to bet9ja shops. Staying at home or going to work does not give as much joy as staying in betshops.

When at betshops, I am treated to comical and 'lively' interactions by my fellow frustrated bet addicts. We laugh away our pains for that moment. I get to sit comfortably under the fans there, charge my phone (standby generator) and watch the latest movies/musics. I won't lie, currently at a betshop in Warri.

When I manage to win at times (no matter how little), I get big Pepsi and Bread and eat well. The winning feeling is so good. If not that we don't know when to stop betting when on winning streak, it would have been good. The addiction then makes me and other lowlifes to gamble with money that is not ours, in a bid to recover our losses. This has always put me in trouble. I pray I always find a way out of using people's money, to avoid being tortured.

Who else has noticed that when hungry, standing behind those who win soccer virtual at bet9ja shop, can give you something to eat. A day, after losing all I have, I beg between 300 - 500 naira from 'temporary winners' which I use to entertain myself. Hmm. Penny wise, pounce foolish though

Self-control, discipline, diligence, morality, responsibility, humility, accountability, reliability and so on. Most of the aforementioned qualities of a good child/employee, is alien to 80 percent of the youths in my generation. I find those virtuous traits difficult to attain, no matter how I try. It is more like I am living a predetermined life of evil, lust and pending doom. I find myself in a powerless situation where my body impulses reject what is right, and court what is bad or unhealthy.

Surprisingly, I mainly derive joy from these uncouth and unfavourable vices. Below are some obnoxious spontaneous acts I do often, which could lead to my downfall:

@chukwudidamian I noticed you were trying to send me a message. I can't access my mail. you can drop your PM on this abandoned thread

motionarena:
after d money i sent to you last time you still messed up.

Am disappointed

I'm sorry sir. I am a work in progress. I just made a pledge to myself and God that I won't gamble for the remaining 75 days of the year. I will Start from there

thesicilian:
You seem lazy and dishonest. That's hardly an ideal combination for good fortune.

dishonest, kind of. I only do that to feed my addiction. But I am not lazy sir. I am one of the most committed/hardworking teachers in any place I work