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Now i get it!

I dont tend to date quantity rather quality. As such you will find my dating history limited in the eyes of some.

However, i have had my fair share of "serious relationships" - those would amount to 2.

Does that answer you Q?

Now you understand how those other posts, you and evil deemed unnecessary started.

I had to explain he is not dead or else i wouldnt be praying for God to protect him - Le clique?

Selfridges, thats my kind of language. Whats your address again?

Just kidding! Lol!!

No seriously, for a recent important do, I got a US size 6, jet black silky gown from HoF.

Oh, how i felt like a diamond. A black one.

Oga Daddy, were u be ah beg.
Make you com get your madam abi?

Cabali darling are we attached?  Coz you look , 

Anyways, thats not the point.

I miss my baby.  I think the thing i miss most is that feeling of home everytime i was with him.  I still can't shake it even after the break up.

Right now im sitting at Uni, by a computer its late, its cold, im hungry and im going to be here till about 7 or 8 am.   

And i get this over whelming urge to just  go and lie in his arms.  His voice made me feel home.  The silly way he slept with his head up.  He always said that people who slept on their backs will go to heaven.  And id ask how about me, i sleep on the side - he'd reply "you will also go to heaven - just sideways"!  He was so silly, so silly that boy.

And i miss him so bad, its like im missing a part of myself.   I missed calling him Daddy.

And in my phone, i'd put his name in dollar signs so it would come to the top of the list like so:  $Daddy$.

I miss his voice.  I miss the way he always joked and was always happy.  I miss kissing him for ever and he'd just lie there flat, in complete surrender.

Last Christmas we had like a little xmas thing with friends.  Later on me and him monopolised the sofa, and he lay on his back while i lay on top of him,  and were with them but in our own little world. The two of us drunk a whole bottle of port between us.  And we were talking senselessly but still making sense, i kissed him and kissed him and kissed him and kissed him, and yet he just lay there, like a little teddy bear, in complete surrender.  He felt so safe.

I miss him but i've done a lot of growing since.  I know now, that God is my first.  I need Him most.  And i went the best.  Ive done my mistakes, but i want to leave it to God now.

Father, please take care of my baby.  Tell him i love him.  And that i miss him badly.  Help him grow in the ways that you believe is best.  Do not surrender him to the power of the enemy.  Turn the bad to your glory and good. 

Let him become the best he can by your strength.  Help him succeed Lord.  God Speed to him.


ANY DAY I LIVE,  THIS MAN, THIS MAN - TO HIM I WILL TAKE MY HAT OFF FOR, because the strength he possessed, was out of this world.   God speed to you my baby.

All my love take care.

Take care honey.

yep.

Apart from this "a bigger one". (too early to discuss this)

Your on your way!

Oh wow! A black merc, black diamonds, and a black dress from House of Fraser, Oxford street, London will cut it for me any time.

What have you got to offer?

Cabali,

what and who are you. are you like some moderator or something. you are really beginning to dumpen the luve i was cooking up for you.

What is it you are really trying to say to me? that i should stop posting. Break it down.

Now.

Whats the most interesting post youve read on this thread so far everyone?

Loverbwoy,

My pictures are as rare as black diamonds.  seeing them will take a looooooooooonnnnggg time.


Besides, im waiting for my Bobo to come along. Then i will take my permission from him to do so abi?

Evil

Everything about you screams "run for the hills"!!!

and im running.  for the hills.  YOU NEED JESUS


[s]Ps.  Bill gates can go ages without sleep,  that doesnt make him lonely.  It makes him a

billionaire.  Take some lessons.[/s]

Chase me Tiger! Grrrrrr

Gnature and Loverbwoy, cheers yall.

You sure know how to make one feel welcome.

Yeah, i cant say exactly were i come from coz ill be blowing my cover then aint it!

Anyways, Im definitely african. Just not nigerian.

Having said that, people think i look nigerian. Some will even assign a tribe for me before i can say "hey"!

Big up Nigeria

AS I READ THIS

I coulnt help but over-flow with compassion for you.  I wont condemn you,  thats not my place.  I know what it is to have a perfect life and then find yourself in a place you never dreamed.   

Never say never.

However, I read this post when you had gone full cirlce.   I would like to pose and just give you a big hug now.  And pray for you. 

Its not over till its over. 

You will need this.

This is not from condemnation but understand the love behind it.

You've taken the childs life.  Legally you have blood on your hands as a result.

However,  you need to take some actions to reverse that debt.

1.  Take a balloon, string, paper and pen
2.  Go and sit in the park alone
3.  Ask God by your side
4.  Blow balloon up, tie with string.  Hold steady while you
5.  Write a letter to your baby (its a soul, so its alive - somewhere, with God i think)
6.  "Dear baby,  mummy didnt mean to do what she did.  I'm really sorry, and ask
      God to forgive me for being forced to be the one to take your life directly (everybody
      contributed - but i was the one to pay the bill).  Into the LORD's hands i committ your
      spirit, redeem my baby, oh God of truth.  Mummy is sorry. Jesus, thank you for the
      blood you shed on calvalry, this blood and your body was shed and broken for my
      sins, wash us clean Lord.  And anything else u wana
      say.
7.  Say these out loud (under your breath if need be - cause spiritual contracts are effected
     by words)
8.  Tie the paper around that balloon, and just let it go

You've released your baby's soul.

I never want to pass judgement in shoes ive never walked.  Only God knows our futures, being self righteous and condemning and stoning somebody can't help.  Its by God's grace we live. 

Imagine those put in a tight spot,  and can't make choices?  May God's hand of mercy go out to you.

I'm sorry you had to go through this.  Focus on God and then yourself.  Everything will take perspective after that.  Wait on the goodness of the Lord,  until He exalts you to receive the land.  Do not end your life.  Even if the other guy becomes funny, or his family changes.

Put God first and you will not be dissappointed.

Peace.

Personally from me.

I knew you would.


You wouldnt possess such a dark name unless it had penetrated some part of your character.

God rules.

I hate your name.

Ashoka and Lagaan

I eat mine last.  this way i can really feel i have something to look forward to.  And savour it slowllly at the end.

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Snazzy you right,

But did you know us women are like a plate of food with meat to men.  Let him eat the meat first and his out that door.

Save the meat for last yall and keep that door shut!

I dont know about anyone but this sounds like a maths class.

I had tears in my eyes when i found your recipes.

You dont know what this post has done to me.

What made you think to post it?!

How useful.

Madam is happy.

Thank you.

I love you too mwaaahhh

Ok then heres one

biiggggg huuuuggggg to you.

Cabali,

Im sure you are wondering who is this madam following me all these places. Anyways, hush your little mouth, and did i forget to mention that you are grrrrrrrr!!!

umh umh umh, break me off a piece of that!

I was hoping to get your attention in the other post but man, you lost me. So i thot i might tell you my thots.

Sleep tyte babie. remember your crush in UK is looking at your pic while you snooze.

UUUhhh i crack me up.

from Madam now.

I tried to give him luv.

I know. agree full blast Lush. it does feel like you been punched. how do you find someone or something so rare. theres only one of that person. thats what makes it hard.

Lush, i dont mean to be iffy but r u male/female. jus excuse me mixing up some staff im sayin 2 ya if it sounds confused.

Evil you are really beginning to leave a bitter aftertaste in my mouth.

Initially i thought you are just having a bad day,  and out of the kindness of my heart offered to have you vent.  Ok? 

And now all this,  don't scratch me were im not itching love.   Sowing bad seed by saying bad staff only guarantees you reap it back unless you apologise.

No Ndipe, i don't have another profile.  its my first time im being allowed to officially post today, after i wrote a letter to seun complaigning his website wouldnt allow me to register.

But now im glad im part of your nigerian community, even though im not nigerian myself.

Peace.

Lush im feelin ya.

I know what you mean like, you just dont know how you are gonna get a person who was like them, who will give you the memories they did, thats were the grief steps in i suppose.

Phoenix, if it were that easy she'd jump on the next available train/plane/bus/, just to get to you. its a bit mo complicated than that.

Alas lush, lets comfort ourselves in knowing we knew them once, and keep their memories as something to bring a smile.

Who knows, God could smile on us and give us more than we imagined wildly possible.

peace.

Evil do you wanna talk to Madam.

Im all ears.

spill,

(now).

Ok,

anyways, does that whole thing of matching people to their religion/education/depth of pocket thing still count?

If im young wealthy, and educated this is all assuming that my counterpart has to be all 3 too right?

or is wrong?

Madam

Yes Lush.

It was about the post of what i missed most about my ex boyfriend.

Nna, Uche, u r right. its the woman to make that decision.

Catchya later all.

Your Madam.

Nna

wetin be d test for real remorse? how do you know he is serious?

Madam.

Snazzy na bada ya self (dont bother yourself) ok.

I took no offense at all to you question i can understand it sounds like im terribly grief stricken, at least its clear to you what the truth is.

Dont mind that man.

BTW, checked out ya pics and ya blog. very cool. Keep workin it gurl.

Madam