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God forbide this old man rule this country...

Pray4meJC:
For privacy reasons, I'm an old nairaland member.

About 22 / 23 years ago, a classmate in secondary school lured us into the act of masturbation. Few days later, I started practicing the act and eventually ejaculated after tough stimulation lasting almost two hours. It got to a point I was almost getting addicted doing the unclean act.

Thereafter I graduated to pornography when internet was just starting in Nigeria.
I went further to committing adultery and fornication in the heart rather than with the body by peeping on girls and women having their bathe all to fulfill my lustful eyes. I even watched couple have sex by peeping.

Even though I have stopped and repented from these like 12 years back, I still find myself struggling with other bigger problems called wet dreams, unusual erections and wormlike vibrations in my body and sometimes body freezing at night for 30 seconds to 1 minute.

These wet dreams occurred 2 - 3 times in a week and repeat same in like manner every week compulsorily throughout the year and go on and on the following year. I have gone for several dry fasting and prayer deliverance to no avail.

I don't see myself having sex in the dream when these wet dreams occurred. Sometimes, when the wet dream is about happening I'm conscious and try screaming the name or blood of Jesus but it seems am just very powerless and before I know it, semen has spilled out and I will remain like that. Sleep is distorted and all efforts to sleep is impossible.

Sometimes, when I go to bed early by 8PM and I get caught up by wet dreams by 9:30PM, it means sleep for that night is gone completely. I sleep maximum 2 hours daily because this stuff has messed my mind and life up.

Whenever I lie down to sleep, different uninvited thoughts start forcing themselves on my brain both those that happened today and the ones of years ago. I always try deflecting them by replacing them with bible quote or singing praise to God in my head.

I woke up since 2:30 am today with a wet burser soaked in semen and started typing this because I couldn't no longer sleep. Afternoon sleep is very impossible for me as it has never worked for even 1 minute

I'm greatly troubled and worried because I read my bible and pray before going to bed. I dream about my former schools etc.

As I speak, this stuff has rendered me financially devastated with millions in debt. Could not obtain university admission 19 years ago, brain can't simulate, not married, no kids. Very recently this year my health (details withheld due to family members who might find this posts) is suffering as I can't do anything to earn a living as I easily sored tired in the heart.

PS: At night, every day for all these years, uncontrollable strong erections will suddenly start building up whether I put up underwear or not and I think this is more than the 'morning erections ' science talks about. This is pure spiritual manipulation for me. Same thing happens when I get close to some females whether matured or underage, stupid uncontrollable strong erections suddenly pop up without any sexual thoughts whatsoever to these innocent females. Unfortunately, these arousal is also a problem because it inhibits low self esteem, shame and quick withdrawal from whatever discuss I'm having to avoid the bulge being noticed.

Lastly, a year before I got myself ensnared in all these evil activities, I was already developing memory loss and a single headache that almost took my life prior to all these. The headache can be best described as "sawchain and hammer " tearing the skull to pieces and lasted for hours and resistance to drugs. That was the first and last time I experienced such and any other for that matter.

Where do I go from here? Depression is real when solutions are being defiled.

ops don't let anyone fool you with any scientific thoughts ..life is spiritual....you battling with spiritual wife and all you need is a strong Deliverance .....it good to pray but I must tell you ...real victory in prayers to stop all these is praying 12-2am ...do this continuous even though there will be aggitation in the realm of the sprirt .

GboyegaD:
Hmm... the man don old reach. He should be resting instead of seeking more stress at this age.

na greed

jesvic91:
So, our trap caught this animal...and I don't know what it's called.
Can you help?

harmless animal..the scale of a pangolin is expensive in the black market .ops no go throwway the scale o..China ppl dey buy am.

Kris216:
So the simp even knelt down to propose, women are really problems to the world.

if na u nkor ? You go gree stand?

SlyDev:
This fake Yoruba man again

na people like u go vote for tinubu

sweetonugbu:
He died an honourable death. He died helping a widow, he is going to heven straight.

be like say na you dey register people for heaven and hell

Zico777:
U are so beautiful dearie!

rest

SandraIkuboR:
Alright if you say so, but I still don't find him funny

So,I guess that's your opinion though

leave abiola for there jor.e no funny

siofra:
Brain Jotter

And I don't even like him.

that guy boring die

missimelda01:
Oh shut up your stupid mouth! You think every girl has nothing to offer, you have no idea at all.

can we talk @priv8?

Rejoice not over me oh my enemies , ye thou I may fall I shall rise .tho I may sit in darkness the Lord shall be a shining light unto me...Micah 7:8

CryptoTeacher:
Good. Prison is not a place to stop dreaming and believing. Many dreams have been made alive through these prison walls.

how about those death roll or life inprisonment ?

vinceyinnovation:
Please with immediate effect!

And Please Putin send a nuke or two to aso rock, all of Nigeria's problem is concentrated there.

make him wait till jubril come back sha

Lalami3232:
G

G-gtring

GooodHardDick:
Trash!! Hoes everywhere!

Nigeria girls are so useless, all of them. They're so broke and senseless for my liking. Na why dem dey always use dem for rituals

calm down bro

Xcelinteriors:
Pigeon??
Haba na, that is a sacred bird

he don chop him destiny helper be that

Viserion:
They flying around in school..my door was open

this is highest level of poverty have seen in NL...how can kill and eat an innocent pigeon ..they mostly use them for spiritual purpose either to send messages or so....poverty don kill you be that

There is a way that seems good to a man but the end is destruction ..proverb 18.

silverlinen:
Damn.. your luck don shine brr
Withdraw am ASAP

this one no read the story reach end lol

Lukgaf:
Was he sleeping when he said he did?

Valentine

YeyeGbami:
They will speeding like say no oo. they are invisible.

they hardly realize that it only one life they have.. always feeling like demi gods and overspeeding

adetula148:
There is this lady I love so much, we work at the place, and we were good but she happens to be a Jehovah witness.

We have been dating for a year and half now but most times I have issues with her texting other guys and she kept saying they are just friends.

You can call me a fool but sometimes you love someone so much that you don't want to loose them.

Anytime I try to tell her about how I feel about her texting other guys giving them impression that she is single and always looking out for someone who happen to be a witness but always tell me it's me she loves and those guys are just her friends . Going out to see other guy's on a date and sometimes lie to me , she get mad and never for once say sorry . And when she says sorry, the same thing repeat itself.

Then I just let go and assume those guys are just her friends and I can't stop her from texting her friends but there is something within me that keeps telling me something is wrong. Like I love her so much but I still have this trust issues ,like I want to be convinced that I am wrong and try work on my trust issues.

Just yesterday I just login to her Facebook because she gave me her phone sometimes to help her format it and restore her apps back but she could not remember her password, so I had to reset it and get them working.

So I login to her Facebook then I realized she has been sneaking out to see another man who happens to be a witness because my place of work . We spend 2 months in and 2 weeks out , even her time off she plan on going to see him yet lied to me she wanted to go write exams and look out for other opportunities and she told me we would see when we out and spend time together .

Like we go on leave and off days same time ,for me we were so close and we even kissed and hugged that same week. Like she was already certain to end up with this guy yet she still call me and tell me she loves me . But one thing about me is I can't keep things to myself I got mad then I texted her .

She greeted me well then I suddenly asked her about the guy . She denied it totally and asked if I had a prove . Then I sent a screenshot then she said "did I not tell you that I can't marry someone who is not a witness then I was like Bleep". This same person we talk almost everyday , see everyday , kissed and do crazy stuffs even at work now say all these to me. Like I almost died yesterday. I told her all this then she said " I just love you as a friend and you are my best friend" .

Then I asked since when ? She just ignored me all through then line busy. I just blocked her and delete her number because she was not even sorry .

Here is my question, why are witness like this ?

This will be my first experience with them and I will say this really hurt me. Like I can't even think well. So a relationship of almost 2 years just a waste?

So all those I love I love you were just jokes? I just pray God heal me fast .

Like I really loved her. Now I don't know what to do. The job I am managing for now we both work there. How do I face her? Like am still looking out for another job but now I just have to leave this job and move on.

I just decided to share this with you all so you can learn from my foolishness and advice me on what to do.

Do have a nice day .

sorry ops..even if u didn't go through her facebook.it was 100% certain that she can't marry you cause those jws don't marry outside their doctrines

If na naija girl I sure say ops for never propose. japa things on ops mind.lol

henrimoto:
have googled about his case? so. He didnt kidnap anybody for ransome at any time past ? So, the nigerian police just went after him like that ? So, he didnt cause pain and sorrow to businesses and families ?

are you asking or explaining sir?

Princess80:
Most times I see men asking the question of what ladies bring to the table.

Seriously, we aren't created to bring, we are to process, the man is the provider, he will bring everything for us to process.

If u give us bring sperm, we give u babies
If u give us groceries, we have to give u food
If u give a house, we give u a home
Give us frustration, and trust me, i will surely multiply it and give u hell.

In the bible, Adam had everything and had dominions over it, the woman only came to help him harvest his raw materials.

When it comes to finance, Oga it is 100% ur responsibility, I could only assist when my husband isn't making much and he had future plans or if I earn better than he does.
U can't share financial burden with me and still expect me to cater for the children, wash, cook, clean all alone and still gather enough strength for ur wahala at night.
Bringing money is the only thing a man does, why on earth will u share that very one with me? When I object, u will call me a feminist, Oga masculnist, I will not share.
Every other responsibility in a home belongs to me, while financial responsibilities must be shared abi.
Note: sharing financial burden and helping are two different things.

Oya let the insults pour 123 go.

very empty headed ops...sit down there they wait make man bring money so u go process am...

Michelle70:
I think there is sense in what OP is saying

which sense is there? Empty headed ops...Dem forbide women from making their own money ?

Ifesinachi22:
Please come and join me. I don't know if you will like this since it's not snake.

Anyways i caught this today in a building site.
It's a very short story. Just manage it I'm not Chinua Achebe, those that know about stories.

This will go down as the sweetest meat I've eaten. You should try It too.

poverty kee you there..must you kill that baby tortoise ? Hungry man

Goldbw122:
Have you been angry to a level that you are not yourself anymore and any action you take will be deathly, so that is out of extreme anger and anything can happen and the man know the kind of woman he is living with so why did he got another woman pregnant, so he deserve it, but the law will say it is wrong... Hmm that is society for you...

And next time when commenting don't insult me okk e get why...

so if a scorned man or woman murders one of your siblings cause he or she cheated .you go support the murderer abi? Meaning your siblings deserve that murder abi?

Goldbw122:
When you don't know how to control your d that is how you will be destroyed to nothing even when you are a God.. that control you have that is what will save you..

shut the fuvk up.,does that warrant that woman killling him?

Simsey:
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