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DenreleDave:sorry for the misconception. I didn't mean you. |
Tony142:okay bro. together we can |
DenreleDave: ex-gamblers in the house, let's create a group on WhatsApp to motivate ourselves on a daily basis. https:///KbRawkXgVdnCHZ6uKe4ndO. that's the link |
I had to do it to maintain my sanity. I will face scolding and get to pay back gradually. but its all for the better. now they know my addiction, money won't be handed to me again. thanks to those that cared. I pray this ongoing rehabilitation is for good. i will also resume Church immediately |
onlinetomola:what sir? |
BigJoe19:oh. sad enough, I don't remember the password to the email of this account. so, I can't deactivate |
godkiller:hmm.. when sir. i'm hurting and getting into more trouble |
0KNM:people's money o, not mine. Was desperate to double it. Hmm.. The Lord? He's slow to answer |
I won't lie, after all the advice, I still went out this morning and gambled off about 36k enrolment money. That makes it about 63,000 naira i have to pay back before WASSCE starts in April. hmm.. I have made up my mind to open up to my Director & plead to work without pay for the next six months to pay back. I know it will bring shame & disgrace when staff & students hear but that will be my cross. I will have to stay with my mum during this period so I don't starve. oh! how she will shed tears & vent her frustrations on me. I'm praying my four years of meritorious service speaks well for me & he doesn't get to arrest me. if only I had told all my candidates to pay directly to the Secretary, instead of passing through me. hmm... I will surely have to resign & stop working, so it won't look like I'm working only to suffer. someone advised I swear in a shrine that if I gamble again, I should be struck dead, as that was the only way out from bet9ja addiction. please, does anyhow know any native doctor in Delta State I can meet and do this without any repercussions later? I badly need redemption from gambling as I am the carefree type. It's the only way I believe, since bet shops are everywhere/tempting. I will be assiduous & will be the model child my parents always hoped for, once I stop |
Ginaz:okay. I'll try to make this new year worthwhile |
Aladdin1:kk. I will download it now |
Mrpsly247:my brother, it's a messy situation we find ourselves. Of all the addictions i'm expressing, this is the worst of them all. Leads to despondency and depression |
Firstnebo:hmm.. You have a point. Although it willl make me less a man. But it's for the best. Once i can come out of this mess, i will look into it |
Seandisputed:Amen |
foleskay:hoax what do I stand to gain from faking a story? lamenting about my pains and painting myself as worthless, gives me some reprieve. that's what addictions do to people. addictions are real bro. pray none of your friends or siblings fall for bet9ja virtual. it's the worst of them all |
LilMissFavvy:it's not like that. I used to be serious. most jobs require handling funds at some point. |
sometimes I wonder how things went wrong. An articulate and innocent-looking man like me, throwing my life away and there seems to be no way out. 22,500 naira put under my care for lesson fees (i manage as a tutor in a small school), has been squandered on bet9ja virtual. I could swear that I had stopped gambling till money came into my possession. At once, my tempo rose and I moved swiftly to meet death (bet9ja) to see if I could double the money to solve some problems. Lost it all. I wonder if I will be able to sleep tonight, knowing I would have to give account of the money, sooner than later. All staff rely on this money gathered. I don't even own a salary. More than half of my 9k salary is used to service loans/debt, if not I would have sought to pay back with deductions from salary. I am eloquent, learned and tactful when teaching but betting addiction just altered my future. Gambling has spoilt my focus. Hmm. Is this how I will run and abandon this job in search of another?? Money is indeed the root of all evil. Maybe I should just stop working because it's like I am working 'for the devil'. Don't even have foodstuff or good clothes. why didn't I use the money for that, then I know spending people's money was worth it. |
stevostical okparea princefad codeblooded chinwe4real oluleyepeters I noticed you tried sending me PM. I can not access this mail again. you can mail me on misterpowers825@gmail.com or chat me up here on this abandoned thread |
then, I have damaged some vital organs of my body due to excess sugar. don't be deceived that only old people have health issues like kidney/liver failure. I am currently clinching to the left side of my stomach. something is eating me up inside. I just hope I haven't destroyed both livers. I am a carbonated drink addict (Pepsi to be specific). Right from when I was a bright brain at UNIBEN in 2013, I have always consumed Pepsi superfluously. anytime I am stressed or tired, I take Pepsi. it got to a point that I drank 2-3 Pepsi a day (you heard me right). I would masturbate for like 2 hours, then drink Pepsi in the morning to regain energy. at night, same thing. masturbate till night fall and quench my thirst/hunger with bread and Pepsi. this life felt heavenly. now I am suffering the consequences. worse part is that I drank 3 Pepsi yesterday, after losing much. a relation of ours sells drinks, so I do secretly take to consume. Even my mum do gatecrash weddings and burials to bring food and drinks for us. I never say no to drinks I am given. if only my mum knows what I am doing to myself with drinks, she will stop giving me. so I am scared of telling her |
I also masturbate a lot. I think its up to 10 years since I started masturbated. I am a chronic masturbator, no lie. i masturbate to almost every thing. from staring at boobs or ass to watching sex pics/porn or doing it to sex chat. I am like a veteran in 2go flirt room. at the height of it, I masturbate up to 2-3 times a day. now I have irregular erection and flaccid dick no matter how you turn me on. I use cream, oil, saliva or any thing slippery to self-service. I have started having back pains, painful joint and partial vision impediment. wish I could stop. but anytime I am lonely or frustrated after losing much money, I turn to self-service to give me little reprieve |
I am 29 years old. from Edo state. I admit that I am a bet9ja virtual (gamble) addict. if you are reading this and you know some one who plays the same virtual, don't bother wasting your saliva to advise them. they will surely go back to the act. it is a dangerous world of no return. despite advice from friends and family, I still can't stop betting (bet9ja). we only change a little but once a little money gets to our hand, we go back to the act. my life is being threatened as a result of this addiction. like I have mentioned in previous threads, I dare not step into Benin because I gambled with the phone of a 'strong man'. currently where i stay is top secret. lots of people are looking for me. I sold the Samsung a guy put in my custody and used it on betting. even someone's enrolment money for WAEC I was meant to pay on the person's behalf, was used by me. there are other instances too numerous to mention. it's only a matter of time before I am caught and dealt with. I know some in my predicament have either been lynched or put in jail |
A popular Nigerian pidgin adage goes: "Pikin wey go get head, na from small dem dey know". it's been 7 years of waywardness. no sign of me changing my obnoxious lifestyle. I'm even getting worse. it has gotten to a stage that my life and health is being threatened....... |
Iammiracle1 you can post what you sent me via PM here. This is an abandoned thread. I can't access my mail |
Privatepart00:hmm.. I can change and I will change too. don't give up on me. currently working on myself |
LilMissFavvy: |
budaatum:not of my own volition. it's my addiction |
omokoginimi: ![]() |
Godsonjolly:hmm... thanks |
It has been from one house to the other for refuge. I'm restless. I want a normal life. My addiction makes me miserable. Betting spirit seem hereditary. My dad and mum used to be pool agents. My dad moved over to bet9ja. I never meant to offend him. He sent me to retrieve his cash out of 2,800 and charge his phone. It was the charging of phone that caused my issue today. While waiting for his phone to charge, i staked with his winnings. Then what i did, dawned on me. I tried selling the small phone i am currently using to browse so i settle him, but no body was pricing it more than 500 naira. So i went back home. He rained curses on me like he used to do whenever i misused money. E.g "you crook". You will be like a withered tree". He asked me to go till i returned his money. It was the only money he had to feed for the weekend. I felt bad but what can i do? The only 'good' news is that, mum and dad are separated, so we have alternative. I am currently at my mum's side. She sobbed and adviced me. I wish to change my addiction badly. Even if it's smoking or drinking |
The landlord i had in benin then allowed me pay rent on a monthly basis instead of yearly. This was because he saw me as a sincere, young, hustling and ambitious student. The wife was motherly as she sporadically served me from their meals. This was mainly when i was indisposed. I begged them to wait for the rent for some months as i was waiting for my cooperative money to pay one full year. They trusted me and waited. They had big plans for the money. I think one of his sons needed money to enrol an exam. I never wanted them to doubt me but sadly when the money came, virtual took it all. The desire to quickly double the money so i have my share from it, caused me more problems. So i fled with little clothes to my mum's side in Delta State. The landlord said all sorts of curses via text like "e no go better for you". "i go do you strong thing, you go see". May be that's why i'm not making headway |
When i started as an undergraduate in Benin, i was a good and brilliant boy. This can testify to why my fellow students supported me during my addiction with food and cash. They thought it was poverty affecting me. I never let them know it was Bet9ja. I sold almost everything in my room to gamble. I started skipping classes to play the game. I never graduated, to their disappointment. One even borrowed me an Android phone to continue updating our Whatsapp group on lectures' time and its synopsis since i was smart. To his dismay, i gambled with the phone. I borrowed from some of them which i never paid. I feel hurt and ashamed that they don't reply my messages on Facebook. I never meantt to hurt them. I think it's a spirit. Once i hold the mouse to play one or two virtual game, i end up squandering all i have |
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ex-gamblers in the house, let's create a group on WhatsApp to motivate ourselves on a daily basis.
what do I stand to gain from faking a story? lamenting about my pains and painting myself as worthless, gives me some reprieve. that's what addictions do to people. addictions are real bro. pray none of your friends or siblings fall for bet9ja virtual. it's the worst of them all