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Romance › Re: Thank You Nairaland. I Have Opened Up To My Director And mum by ChildOfDoom(op): 6:40am On Mar 19, 2020
DenreleDave:
Who told u I am ex gambler?
sorry for the misconception. I didn't mean you.
Romance › Re: Thank You Nairaland. I Have Opened Up To My Director And mum by ChildOfDoom(op): 8:20pm On Mar 18, 2020
Tony142:
cry


It not working, add me 09031740226
okay bro. together we can
Romance › Re: Thank You Nairaland. I Have Opened Up To My Director And mum by ChildOfDoom(op): 4:30pm On Mar 18, 2020
DenreleDave:
Ok
smiley ex-gamblers in the house, let's create a group on WhatsApp to motivate ourselves on a daily basis. https:///KbRawkXgVdnCHZ6uKe4ndO. that's the link
Romance › Thank You Nairaland. I Have Opened Up To My Director And mum by ChildOfDoom(op): 7:33am On Mar 18, 2020
I had to do it to maintain my sanity. I will face scolding and get to pay back gradually. but its all for the better. now they know my addiction, money won't be handed to me again.

thanks to those that cared. I pray this ongoing rehabilitation is for good. i will also resume Church immediately
Romance › Re: I Will Visit An Herbalist To Place A Curse On Myself by ChildOfDoom(op): 3:08am On Mar 18, 2020
onlinetomola:
You this child of doom again ! shocked after all the advises, prayers and counsels on your previous post, your situation isn't changed yet. Anyways its called addition which is always difficult to overcome. You dont need to visit an herbalist for curse on yourself because you would still create nuisance and more problems to the society if that happened. Why not try other alternative? May be. lipsrsealed undecided lipsrsealed
what sir?
Romance › Re: I Will Visit An Herbalist To Place A Curse On Myself by ChildOfDoom(op):
BigJoe19:
You have placed a curse on your head already by picking childofdoom as your moniker.
oh. sad enough, I don't remember the password to the email of this account. so, I can't deactivate
Romance › Re: I Will Visit An Herbalist To Place A Curse On Myself by ChildOfDoom(op): 11:18pm On Mar 17, 2020
godkiller:
All you need is discipline and not curse, I was once like you.

There comes a time you'll make up your mind and take certain decisions for your future.
hmm.. when sir. i'm hurting and getting into more trouble
Romance › Re: I Will Visit An Herbalist To Place A Curse On Myself by ChildOfDoom(op): 11:06pm On Mar 17, 2020
0KNM:
All you need is pray to God to block all sources of money in your life. Every source of income/money in your life be BLOCKED in the might name of JESUS.

Money wey no dey, dem no dey spend/gamble am
people's money o, not mine. Was desperate to double it. Hmm.. The Lord? He's slow to answer
Romance › I Will Visit An Herbalist To Place A Curse On Myself by ChildOfDoom(op): 1:28pm On Mar 17, 2020
I won't lie, after all the advice, I still went out this morning and gambled off about 36k enrolment money. That makes it about 63,000 naira i have to pay back before WASSCE starts in April. hmm.. I have made up my mind to open up to my Director & plead to work without pay for the next six months to pay back. I know it will bring shame & disgrace when staff & students hear but that will be my cross. I will have to stay with my mum during this period so I don't starve. oh! how she will shed tears & vent her frustrations on me. I'm praying my four years of meritorious service speaks well for me & he doesn't get to arrest me. if only I had told all my candidates to pay directly to the Secretary, instead of passing through me.

hmm... I will surely have to resign & stop working, so it won't look like I'm working only to suffer.

someone advised I swear in a shrine that if I gamble again, I should be struck dead, as that was the only way out from bet9ja addiction. please, does anyhow know any native doctor in Delta State I can meet and do this without any repercussions later?

I badly need redemption from gambling as I am the carefree type. It's the only way I believe, since bet shops are everywhere/tempting. I will be assiduous & will be the model child my parents always hoped for, once I stop
Romance › Re: I Am A Nuisance To The Society by ChildOfDoom(op): 5:09pm On Mar 15, 2020
Ginaz:
Child of doom stop handling money. Give money to someone else you trust to handle for you . This is 2020, you gotta snap out of this shiiit mehhh!!!
okay. I'll try to make this new year worthwhile
Romance › Re: I Am A Nuisance To The Society by ChildOfDoom(op): 4:29pm On Mar 14, 2020
Aladdin1:
try and listen to lucky dubes song titled liquor slave.it would help you.
kk. I will download it now
Romance › Re: I Am A Nuisance To The Society by ChildOfDoom(op): 2:56pm On Mar 13, 2020
Mrpsly247:
Wat do I say to my fellow brethren in bet chains.. Look for confidants to help kip u in line.. Ure no longer in charge of ur life if virtual has joined ur regular betting habits..
my brother, it's a messy situation we find ourselves. Of all the addictions i'm expressing, this is the worst of them all. Leads to despondency and depression
Romance › Re: I Am A Nuisance To The Society by ChildOfDoom(op): 6:14am On Mar 12, 2020
Firstnebo:
ChildofDoom. Let me tell you the first necessary step for you.

1) actually you have done the first part. Which is recognise that this is a ruination of life.
So let's go to the second point.

2) Quit everything you are doing right now to cater for yourself. Which obviously include your work. Go to your parents, or any available family member that can feed you for sometime.

You don't have to do mouth revelation to them as the words might be missing from your mouth. Just tell him/her that you have a problem. Then show him many of the Nairaland posts you have made about this problem. Let them read the whole details themselves.

Stop relying on wiping out your guilt by merely posting here when you messed up and feeling guilty. What it only does is relief you of the guilt small. Then when everything gets back to normal, you are going to return to doing it all over.


Please do this. Go surrender to a relevant guardian. (Even if he is a younger relative. Stop taking care of yourself for sometime)
hmm.. You have a point. Although it willl make me less a man. But it's for the best. Once i can come out of this mess, i will look into it
Romance › Re: I Am A Nuisance To The Society by ChildOfDoom(op): 10:13pm On Mar 11, 2020
Seandisputed:
Man you complain too much.
If all man begin write him own problems, Nairaland go shut down. Pick up whatever is left of your life and move on. This pity game won't do you no good. I pray you find peace.
Amen
Romance › Re: I Am A Nuisance To The Society by ChildOfDoom(op): 11:46am On Mar 11, 2020
foleskay:
Your stories Here on nairaland has started looking like a hoax. Very fake story
hoaxhuh what do I stand to gain from faking a story? lamenting about my pains and painting myself as worthless, gives me some reprieve. that's what addictions do to people. addictions are real bro. pray none of your friends or siblings fall for bet9ja virtual. it's the worst of them all
Romance › Re: I Am A Nuisance To The Society by ChildOfDoom(op): 7:16am On Mar 11, 2020
LilMissFavvy:
Stop keeping money since you are not mature enough to handle money, especially if such money belongs to people. If you like squander your salary on betting, after all if you waste your salary on betting and you no longer have transportation fare to pay to work, you will be sacked. You want to learn your lesson the hard way? Then be prepared for it. You aren't just a serious person.
it's not like that. I used to be serious. most jobs require handling funds at some point.
Romance › I Am A Nuisance To The Society by ChildOfDoom(op): 10:22pm On Mar 10, 2020
sometimes I wonder how things went wrong. An articulate and innocent-looking man like me, throwing my life away and there seems to be no way out. 22,500 naira put under my care for lesson fees (i manage as a tutor in a small school), has been squandered on bet9ja virtual. I could swear that I had stopped gambling till money came into my possession. At once, my tempo rose and I moved swiftly to meet death (bet9ja) to see if I could double the money to solve some problems.
Lost it all.

I wonder if I will be able to sleep tonight, knowing I would have to give account of the money, sooner than later. All staff rely on this money gathered. I don't even own a salary. More than half of my 9k salary is used to service loans/debt, if not I would have sought to pay back with deductions from salary. I am eloquent, learned and tactful when teaching but betting addiction just altered my future.


Gambling has spoilt my focus. Hmm. Is this how I will run and abandon this job in search of another?? Money is indeed the root of all evil. Maybe I should just stop working because it's like I am working 'for the devil'. Don't even have foodstuff or good clothes. why didn't I use the money for that, then I know spending people's money was worth it.
Education › Re: How To Check Your Jamb Mock Result by ChildOfDoom: 8:57pm On Feb 18, 2020
stevostical okparea princefad codeblooded chinwe4real oluleyepeters I noticed you tried sending me PM. I can not access this mail again. you can mail me on misterpowers825@gmail.com or chat me up here on this abandoned thread
Health › Re: My Addictions To Betting, Masturbation, Pepsi Will Soon Kill Me. I'm Sure! by ChildOfDoom(op): 4:39pm On Feb 16, 2020
then, I have damaged some vital organs of my body due to excess sugar. don't be deceived that only old people have health issues like kidney/liver failure. I am currently clinching to the left side of my stomach. something is eating me up inside. I just hope I haven't destroyed both livers.


I am a carbonated drink addict (Pepsi to be specific). Right from when I was a bright brain at UNIBEN in 2013, I have always consumed Pepsi superfluously. anytime I am stressed or tired, I take Pepsi. it got to a point that I drank 2-3 Pepsi a day (you heard me right).

I would masturbate for like 2 hours, then drink Pepsi in the morning to regain energy. at night, same thing. masturbate till night fall and quench my thirst/hunger with bread and Pepsi.

this life felt heavenly. now I am suffering the consequences. worse part is that I drank 3 Pepsi yesterday, after losing much. a relation of ours sells drinks, so I do secretly take to consume. Even my mum do gatecrash weddings and burials to bring food and drinks for us. I never say no to drinks I am given. if only my mum knows what I am doing to myself with drinks, she will stop giving me. so I am scared of telling her
Health › Re: My Addictions To Betting, Masturbation, Pepsi Will Soon Kill Me. I'm Sure! by ChildOfDoom(op): 4:22pm On Feb 16, 2020
I also masturbate a lot. I think its up to 10 years since I started masturbated. I am a chronic masturbator, no lie. i masturbate to almost every thing. from staring at boobs or ass to watching sex pics/porn or doing it to sex chat. I am like a veteran in 2go flirt room.

at the height of it, I masturbate up to 2-3 times a day. now I have irregular erection and flaccid dick no matter how you turn me on. I use cream, oil, saliva or any thing slippery to self-service.


I have started having back pains, painful joint and partial vision impediment. wish I could stop. but anytime I am lonely or frustrated after losing much money, I turn to self-service to give me little reprieve
Health › Re: My Addictions To Betting, Masturbation, Pepsi Will Soon Kill Me. I'm Sure! by ChildOfDoom(op): 4:09pm On Feb 16, 2020
I am 29 years old. from Edo state. I admit that I am a bet9ja virtual (gamble) addict. if you are reading this and you know some one who plays the same virtual, don't bother wasting your saliva to advise them. they will surely go back to the act. it is a dangerous world of no return.

despite advice from friends and family, I still can't stop betting (bet9ja). we only change a little but once a little money gets to our hand, we go back to the act.

my life is being threatened as a result of this addiction. like I have mentioned in previous threads, I dare not step into Benin because I gambled with the phone of a 'strong man'. currently where i stay is top secret. lots of people are looking for me. I sold the Samsung a guy put in my custody and used it on betting. even someone's enrolment money for WAEC I was meant to pay on the person's behalf, was used by me.

there are other instances too numerous to mention. it's only a matter of time before I am caught and dealt with. I know some in my predicament have either been lynched or put in jail
Health › My Addictions To Betting, Masturbation, Pepsi Will Soon Kill Me. I'm Sure! by ChildOfDoom(op): 4:01pm On Feb 16, 2020
A popular Nigerian pidgin adage goes: "Pikin wey go get head, na from small dem dey know".

it's been 7 years of waywardness. no sign of me changing my obnoxious lifestyle. I'm even getting worse. it has gotten to a stage that my life and health is being threatened.......
Education › Re: Engineering Scholarship And Dean's Bursary At Federation University, Australia by ChildOfDoom: 8:22pm On Dec 18, 2019
Iammiracle1 you can post what you sent me via PM here. This is an abandoned thread. I can't access my mail
Romance › Re: I'm Cursed by ChildOfDoom(op): 7:12pm On Dec 06, 2019
Privatepart00:
Bleep off dude and end it , if lamenting is all you can do
hmm.. I can change and I will change too.

don't give up on me. currently working on myself
Romance › Re: I'm Cursed by ChildOfDoom(op): 1:49pm On Dec 04, 2019
LilMissFavvy:
Imprisonment will help you break the habit. Just one or two years imprisonment. If only one of those you are messing with would lock you up, it would be for your own good at the end. A cell environment will keep you far from that addiction, such that when you come out you will be a changed person.
shocked
Romance › Re: I'm Cursed by ChildOfDoom(op): 9:21pm On Dec 02, 2019
budaatum:
You seem to not mind deceiving and exploiting others and having them rain down curses on you. Or do you think their cursing will not infect you? Please explain that to me.
not of my own volition. it's my addiction
Romance › Re: I'm Cursed by ChildOfDoom(op): 9:18am On Dec 02, 2019
omokoginimi:
Another episode of the Lamentations of a doomed child
sad
Romance › Re: I'm Cursed by ChildOfDoom(op): 1:34am On Dec 02, 2019
Godsonjolly:
You are blessed. Don't let your the evil thoughts in your mind rule you, take charge over them. There's nothing doomed about you. Just rule those evil thoughts out of your life and see the blessings and glory in you. Remain blessed.
hmm... thanks
Romance › Re: I'm Cursed by ChildOfDoom(op): 8:26pm On Dec 01, 2019
It has been from one house to the other for refuge. I'm restless. I want a normal life. My addiction makes me miserable. Betting spirit seem hereditary. My dad and mum used to be pool agents. My dad moved over to bet9ja. I never meant to offend him. He sent me to retrieve his cash out of 2,800 and charge his phone. It was the charging of phone that caused my issue today. While waiting for his phone to charge, i staked with his winnings. Then what i did, dawned on me. I tried selling the small phone i am currently using to browse so i settle him, but no body was pricing it more than 500 naira. So i went back home. He rained curses on me like he used to do whenever i misused money. E.g "you crook". You will be like a withered tree". He asked me to go till i returned his money. It was the only money he had to feed for the weekend. I felt bad but what can i do?

The only 'good' news is that, mum and dad are separated, so we have alternative. I am currently at my mum's side. She sobbed and adviced me. I wish to change my addiction badly. Even if it's smoking or drinking
Romance › Re: I'm Cursed by ChildOfDoom(op): 7:57pm On Dec 01, 2019
The landlord i had in benin then allowed me pay rent on a monthly basis instead of yearly. This was because he saw me as a sincere, young, hustling and ambitious student. The wife was motherly as she sporadically served me from their meals. This was mainly when i was indisposed. I begged them to wait for the rent for some months as i was waiting for my cooperative money to pay one full year. They trusted me and waited. They had big plans for the money. I think one of his sons needed money to enrol an exam. I never wanted them to doubt me but sadly when the money came, virtual took it all. The desire to quickly double the money so i have my share from it, caused me more problems. So i fled with little clothes to my mum's side in Delta State. The landlord said all sorts of curses via text like "e no go better for you". "i go do you strong thing, you go see". May be that's why i'm not making headway
Romance › Re: I'm Cursed by ChildOfDoom(op): 7:33pm On Dec 01, 2019
When i started as an undergraduate in Benin, i was a good and brilliant boy. This can testify to why my fellow students supported me during my addiction with food and cash. They thought it was poverty affecting me. I never let them know it was Bet9ja. I sold almost everything in my room to gamble. I started skipping classes to play the game. I never graduated, to their disappointment. One even borrowed me an Android phone to continue updating our Whatsapp group on lectures' time and its synopsis since i was smart. To his dismay, i gambled with the phone. I borrowed from some of them which i never paid. I feel hurt and ashamed that they don't reply my messages on Facebook. I never meantt to hurt them. I think it's a spirit. Once i hold the mouse to play one or two virtual game, i end up squandering all i have

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