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JoeClef:hmm... I doubt if there can be a solution. It helps reduce one's worries. Again, networks are giving free mb [like etisalat]. Xvideos keep updating hot porn. How does one hold back with so much naughty stuff to download |
Kingsley1000:hmm... You have a point. The disastrous effect of gambling in just over two years is worse than that of wanking i've been doing a long time |
jumiasalesguy3:it's hard o. Whenever i'm bored, stressed out or in trouble, both are the only thing i think off to cool. Sadly, it puts me in more problem |
fuckerstard:your case is different since you seldomly do it. Me, i'm having back pain now coz i can't control the act. Once i'm weak, i take malt or pepsi, eat enough food then continue after rest.it's that bad |
I was picked up and arrested by operation jakpa 3 days ago. That was when i was on my way home from a vip bet9ja shop near corpus christi. I'm glad mumsi bailed me out [again]. Now, i'm in trouble. I've staked with some enrolment money i was given to keep. I wonder how my mum will handle this news, knowing she has only a little to spare. Hmm... I just might meet my waterloo soon. |
I initially thought that's the worse thing that could happen to me until i encountered bet9ja virtual. Barely 3 years into the act and my life is in ruin. I've been beaten seriously by an 'eiye' boy before for gambling with his phone. I was bleeding from my nose. I also had to run from school after gambling with 20k of one bros like that. Before then, i had sold almost everything in my room to play dog race and virtual football. |
This year will make it 8 years since i started masturbating. At the beginning, it was fun to me as it motivated me to strive better as it was refreshing. With the advent of sexchat on 2go, i took it to another level. I could sexchat for hours everyday. It started taking it's toil on me. I experience pain around my genitals. I missed classes to do the act. I also go late to work. I now have a blurred vision, partial seizure and a soft manhood. |
candyguyofficia:hmm... I'll try, though it won't be easy. As sweet as care/protection, it suffocated me. Now, it's me against the real world. |
OneSentence:hmm.. I pray I don't pay with my life because I'm stepping on toes uncontrollably |
Julietcutie:i can't help but agree. I have a lackadaisical approach to life. Probably because she made life 'too soft' for me. These days, I hardly listen to her caution or instruction. I guess i'm beyond repair now. As for your advice of getting occupied with something, it works to some extent before i find it boring and then the desire to explore enters me...... |
supremepontiff:hmm... I'll keep trying. At the moment, i'm currently loose in terms of decision making |
Now, i find myself falling into one trouble or the other because my mum is always there to bail me out. Maybe when she's no more, i'll sit up and face life. Although, i don't want to imagine that scenario yet because she makes life a little bit easy for me. |
Then it dawned on me that i'm the way i am because of my mother. During the time we were 'comfortable,' she over-pampered me. I guess i'm an unrepentant brat now. She would always exonerate me from any wrongdoing while i was growing up. I guess it's because i am a boy. All the work and discipline went to the girls |
I know what you're probably thinking as you read the caption of my thread [bizarre!]. But i sat down to really analyse my bad habits. What can really change me? Our priest has tried, my parents, elders, co-workers and so on. I find myself going back to my gambling, dubious life and aggressive behaviour after a little period of remorse. Even my arrest at a point and ill-health could not yield to a long-term positive change. |
ImaIma1::-/ |
lovelybugs:which grammar be this again? Vaseline i know....... ![]() |
wildimagination:as in eh... There are a lot to consider before talking of children. For me, taking care of myself is already enough stress, i can't come and kill myself on top other people [wife and children] |
Kelblaq: |
Kelblaq:hmm.. I see but life's a teacher. We learn from experience. Girls are hardly 100 percent loyal these days except they are married to you. We shouldn't take decisions when we are angry so you don't regret it. So try and forget by distracting your self with a game or hobby or go out with friends. Or work on mending your relationship with your mama[the only woman that deserves special care]. Just see it as you helping some one in need. It's better than me who was a heavy gambler [blowing money to thin air]. If she comes begging later, fine. Then you change the rules of the game. Pheww... I hope with the above, i've said enough ![]() |
Hian! Every one rejecting the money. Some of us need it oo.. @kelblaq my principle in life is: no point worry about things you can't change. I've been played before but i know what goes out comes around. So let go in order to have peace of mind. A bottle or 2 of beer can help calm your nerves |
gabinogem:ohh.. So there's a word for it. Cool |
swiz123:lol... So in your mind, properties mean cars and landed properties?? I'm referring to the containers [bucket,rubber,waste bin etc] i keep outside |
I've stopped entering a public transport where mothers lap children. Their carefree children step on people in those kind of buses. The final straw was when one vomited and it splashed on my body. I was pissed off. The most scary experience will be if a girl gets pregnant for me. I'm not cut out for fatherhood sh*t. Who else feels this way? |
I also get uncomfortable at the office too because about four of my colleagues have children at their infancy state. They expect me to lend a helping hand at times but i can't. When their babies cry, i distance myself and send for the mother. You don't expect me to carry them. I dn't wanna mess up my clothing. Imagine when they defecate on you in the process - nauseating |
Children are annoying set of creatures. I doubt if i'll raise one myself. Where i live, a lot of children litter the compound (probably due to lack of family planning by my co-tenants). I've grown wearied telling them to stay off my properties. Their stupid plays lead them to destroy one thing or the other at my verandah |
CaptJeffry:wow.. Though i've past 25, i hope to be like you someday. In between... Where you the one using jefferyjamez before now? |
Sarkin:hmm.. K. I made a U-turn |
A friend of mine told me there's a medicine man in ogun state that can prepare charm for me to swindle people. Hmm..I'm desperate.i've been at a bet9ja shop since 12 noon thinking my life. I gambled my boss money yesterday and i might likely be arrested. |
empire2017:how is your progress going man. Have you stopped? I won't lie to you. I gambled off 12k yesterday. Hmm.. Money that wasn't mine. I feel useless now. But i won't give up on myself |
jaymichael:na so ![]() |
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DrinkLimca:Wow.. Cool. only few persons got it right from the start |
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