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Mode4:
I am a guy and I am tired of being drawn to guys. These days I observed I fancy guys more than girls and seem to like their company. And I don't seem to know why because I have a strong desire to get married to a woman and settle down anytime soon.

However The more I try to keep away from the thoughts of having a guy around the more i find myself drawn to them. Please I need help on what to do. I have been praying and fasting and I am still praying...

EzeNri:
Jonathan should accept the offer but picks another person as VP.

Many Igbos will vote for him including myself.

Godswealth2021:
boss,abeg u fit release 500k out of the money for business n it will be on 70-30 percentage sharing.

u will take 70 n I take 30.

there is business plan n we can meet for negotiation

NiRfreak:
Yes, cool, but its a generic sign that one is still angry, infact avoiding contact and speech with people who annoyed us is a sign we are still angry. Maybe in that way you could defuse your anger..but in that way, for me, merely seeing that person just trigger my anger button even if I try to say little to him or her.....

NiRfreak:
What if it's your father, mother or boss that annoyed you whom you have to talk to

NiRfreak:
How do you cure yours is the question.

NiRfreak:
Today I was really angry. Someone got me so mad that I could destroy things or harm the person. But I maintained my cool. Yet I was just mad almost all day that I couldn't concentrate on anything else. Then I became angrier for being angry and being in a bad mood that was caused by someone else.

Then this evening, and since it's been a while I went out to drink cos I've been very busy lately. So I went to my ATM and withdraw as much as I could afford to waste.
I went to a bar, drink, drink, took peppersoup..and took a couple of stick...
Now I'm a happy man and no longer angry.

I'm. now wondering how people who don't drink nor smoke or go on lavishing spree manage to relieve their anger when mad..Hmmm. This life is too short to allow people spoil ya mood

Nicepoker:
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Elvictor:



Two days madness humble Northerners

helinues:
Putin making EU jittery since 18BH

kingnono:
selling

Fragility6:
Like your name u b real nicodemus.No sense

YourMajesty:
Mr. Manners,

This is Nairaland Forum, not "Yoruba Land"


If you want to hear respectful talk, kindly attend the Afenifere annual general meeting.



Asiwaju is a COWARD.

By the way, the screenshot below shows how "well-mannered" you are. Hypocrite.

NwaNimo1:
I thought it was almost complete?

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majamajic:
It's a lie from the pit of Nigeria sir

abilincoln2004:
Extremely neat Mazda
Very sound engine
Very neat interior
Potential buyers please call Aji on 07032623229/09039669388

Iamdbull:
I decided to open a new account to post this, as I am posting this am holding tears back because am inside a bus from Lagos back to my base in Ogun state.

The last thing I want in my life is to be a public figure because am a strong introvert and I hardly go out, I just want to be left alone.

Now during this festive period I travelled to my home state and on getting home, everyone was just talking about my old song and they were disturbing me to freestyle for them.

Deep down this started making me feel like am not following my purpose in life, I started having this feeling that on my dying bed I will live to regret that I didnt following my music career and thinking about the number of people my music could have put smile on their faces. I will never forgive myself, because what is life when you cant use your talent to be of service to humanity.

When I see younger artiste like Omah lay, Bella schmurda, etc I start feeling jealous and envious and the last thing I want is to be envious of another man's success.


Now even though everywhere was a lively mood and everywhere bubbling in the studio. On going home I started becoming depressed looking at the amount of money I spent on recording ( I really wanted the best so I decided to work with an expensive professional sound engineer that worked on Wizkid made in lagos album.

I can't tell anybody about what I did because I will be mocked at home for spending such an amount on my useless music career(as they will say at home). Tears is beginning to roll down my eyes as I write this but fortunately everywhere is dark.

I am panicking and feeling the song will be wack when it comes out and am a good for nothing person. I can't hold back tears in the bus.

Below is a picture of when I was invited by glo to come and perform but I bleeped it up because I was too shy to perform well in front of the crowd, Tuface, D'banj, don jazzy, Wizkid were all present

The reason why am writing this here is because nairaland is my only home. it's my only family. I love you all

Onyi22:
Why mention the name of her church without mentioning yours?

VirginFinder:
Of course, I knew it will come to this.

Proudly Yoruba

Xscape1993:
We have heard. Hope they have repented genuinely?

DEmejioba1:
I got married in 2018,since then I have been battling with some unimaginable experiences with my wife even when I thought I married to a religious lady.

To cut the story short,

Prior to our marriage, things was not so good enough for me but because of age consideration of both of us we decided to wed with the help of our families.

The first thing that happened which caught me thinking afterward was that during our make up to wedding,my wife insisted that she's receiving 50k dowry which she knew I wouldn't be able to get it just shortly before the wedding. I told her that there is no way I could afford it then that she should reduce it may be to 20k, she said I should not worry that things will be sorted out. A day to the wedding she told me that when it's segment for dowry collection that she would pronounce that she had collected it. I said no problem. Since then I have not been able to pay it because she wants full cash. Now, any slide misunderstanding she refers to it.

Secondly, immediately after the marriage,I was left with 60k which I thought we would manage to get a room and a parlour apartment for a start, just to do according to my pocket in my present rent house. But my wife insisted that we should let 2 bedroom flat at 100k but knowing fully that my source of income would not maintain it couple with other obligations that I would be discharging. She said, she would lend me 40k.
Thank God I was able to pay her the money. But still thinking over wasteful of almost 50k,while 150k can secure a land for bulding house in my area.

Thirdly, few months after our marriage. We were having misunderstanding and I carelessly said if the marriage can not work it better we go our separate ways, my wife holds on this statement and continue saying that she just need me to say it twice more and the marriage is over.

But I used to think over all these with other ones that I cant write, then, I ask myself if truly she loves me or may be am with wrong person.

What is your thought about this?

Gentlebuka:
Man we had an agreement
Or are you going to pretend as if you didn't make any promise?