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illicit:Emm I thought as much. So she doesn't think I am a ritualist, I guess. I hope they/she keeps to her promise |
Lastpharoah33:oh. Thanks for the heads up |
Just back from where I collected one shot from one black smallie. I noticed so far that oloshos dress up the stick and remove the condom after climax themselves. Is this normal? They did not allow me take the cum-filled condom out to dispose myself. Should I be worried of any diabolical implication of them holding on to it? She promised to empty it tomorrow after keeping it/them in her thrash |
Streetmovement:not at all. I am hoping to replace betting for lashing. Hopefully, this addiction will be stronger and help me control my former addiction |
So I lost the 20k I won the other time on bet9ja virtual, plus another 30k extra. I felt downcast. I was at the shop from 9am to 9pm. I sneaked out of the office, under the pretence of going to look for clients. On my way home, I felt miserable. So I crossed over to the olo*sho quarters in my area. Before now, I was scared to visit the place. But I needed to clear my head. So I went straight there. Saw a slim short girl. My ideal girl I can manipulate. She charged me 1k for one round. Immediately we entered the room, my stick got hard. I quickly undressed, while she lied down and gave me a condom. As I thrust, it felt tight as I pushed in. She moaned while I dug in without caution, as I was already frustrated I thought I would cum early, but lo and behold, I wasn't getting to climax. I ended up doing four different rounds. Doggy, she climb, leg up and missionary. 4k total. Due to the different style and she allowing me to press breast and ass. She noticed I was a corporate guy and took my details. I just had to fantasise about blue film, and the sensation was stronger till I came The summary of it all is that, starting from today, no more soapy. I will reserve 1k daily or thrice a week for olosho. I will try different girls there, and focus mainly on cowgirl that made me cum. It's really cheap, without worries of how to woo a girl or spending much on a girlfriend |
Illegal1: ![]() |
Hmm. At first I was excited. But I know deep down that this will only re-ignite my greed. I see myself going back soon and losing times 10 of it Hmm. 33 days of abstinence thrown away, just because I wanted to cure boredom Please pray for me |
Cold141114:okay boss. I will keep trying. Currently 30 days clean. During my free time from office, I do relax there a little, but in the drinks section. No temptation |
Lastpharoah33:druggies and womanisers are way better. At least they derive some form of pleasure from their addiction. Mine is just sorrow. Even if I win 50k today, I will end up losing times two of it the next day. Yours is even good a little, you are able to lose some and restrain. Me I use my whole effort and lose it all Self-control is something I don't have. It's better to stop it totally |
HarlequinLekex:Addictions like drinking, betting (baby), womanising, drugs etc is hard to moderate, no matter how one may try. Staying totally away from it is best. Note, to every one his or her addiction. One not addicted to betting, may be addicted to another thing |
I can't trust myself to stay out for long, as bet9ja shops have proliferated everywhere. At times, I become bored and feel like going out, but knowing I could mess up and go to jail, controls me. I once experienced jail for one day and it was a terrible experience. Flies feeding on my skin. Cold sleeping on the bare floor. Smelling environment as we all urinated and excreted in a bucket To think that was just counter arrest, as the main jail was worse, with gays and hardened criminals. To cure boredom, I read books online and answer past questions (formerly a teacher) or I sex chat. As for food, I buy all my meals once and take home, and warm intermittently when I want to eat any one. I also have many home videos. I have to limit going out. I try to cut my coat according to my material now Other addicts should follow the queue. Never for once be complacent, apply humility all through and discuss your progress with people. May God see us through |
Immediately I close from work, straight home. No branching of any place. I have had to sacrifice friends and outing. When I need to party, I put on my MP player, and dance alone. When I need to philander, I soapy to my favourite blue film. When I need to charge my phone, I put on my second hand generator. Only two hours, due to lack of funds to fuel it regularly When I need to watch football or discuss it, I watch the highlights only online and discuss with my brother online. |
What is the best way to control my exuberance, if not by being confined to a place. Just like during COVID-19 lockdown, this is the only way we addicts can help ourselves. Well, for clarification, my house arrest is self-imposed. If I go out too often, mingle with friends, watch football or go to a betshop to charge my phone, I will gamble. So just me, my phone and my bed henceforth. So far it has been working for me. Currently 29 days clean from betting. 100 days is the short term target |
Gaddafih001:he is not ready to help me. Even if I win, my inner selfishness will come into play and I will become agitated for more to cover past losses Currently 19 days without betshops or mingling with people that discuss betting. My target is 100 days. The lord help me |
Zonefree:ah. What Garri has done to me, I now react to it. It may affect my sight or keep giving me stomach upset if I don't discontinue. On the other hand, May avarice not lead me to more problems. Currently avoiding anything that will lead me to a betshop I have a fairly used generator now. But increasing rate of fuel due to its scarcity In my area, might take me back to betshops to charge phone |
Wealthyonos:hmm not really. I am just like any other addict battling with A DISEASE |
The governor of this particular state did what no other could. He saw the problem of youths, married men and the elderly and how it distorted growth and development, then he quickly nipped it in the bud. Now family life will be protected. Integrity, peace of mind and a sane mind is guaranteed for the inhabitants He took the bull by the horn by stopping betting in Anambra state and damned the economic implications. Governor Soludo of Anambra state is a living hero to me and every other bet9ja virtual addict. I wish I was living and working there. Here I am with just 8000 naira left. Instead of thinking of how I will manage it for the next 24 days before my next pay, I am thinking of using it to stake on three odd for it to be enough to last the period left before salary. God help me to restrain. My mind is messed up. With gambling, nothing is ever enough. I miss the COVID 19 lockdown period where betshops were locked. I was sane and productive that period. |
Eyinju112:you fine like two people |
I remember two years ago, when I was determined to stop betting (virtual in particular), I asked around for a native doctor who will put a spell that anytime I gambled again, I should die. I was hoping that would deter me from playing again. Someone was close to taking me there, before I backed out. Looking back, I was glad I did not go. I am yet to get over my betting addiction, despite my remorsefulness and intelligence. I would have just died like that. It's 100 days to my 31st birthday. So I will start a countdown of no Betting for that 100 days (from October 16th 2022 to January 24th 2023. So help me God. I will also add masturbation and junk abstinence too Ways to survive it - get a fairly used generator, so I can charge my phone and not be tempted to go to a bet shop. Avoid Livescore, friends that talk about football and stop my love for the game. Occupy my time with work, try to let go of past hurt and look up to God Please any one willing to take this bold step with me, message me on pirogee76@gmail.com. this addiction must not kill us |
I just lost some money my brother in South Africa sent for me to handle some issues to virtual betting. I was initially winning (an enticement to lure me on) till I lost it all, both the winning and all I had. I feel less of myself So I was wondering, am I that bad? Like you had a child like me who gambles with all on him, or a child who sells things to get drugs or a child who womanises and patronises brothels or the one who joins bad gangs or Yahoo boys and refuses to go to school, which will you disown? Will you say my case is worst? |
MEERLEEQ:hmm I forsee doom. Winning part of the money might still push him sometime in the future to try again. I pray I am wrong. |
ollymooreagain:hmm. Of all addictions, I feel virtual betting is the strongest. Any amount can be gone within the twinkle of an eye. I have been caught in the web for seven years. No amount of advice or torture can make one stop Except God intervenes or living conditions improve |
Daniel7543:I fear so, literally speaking. The spirit using me is bent on destroying me. I know betting will only lead to temptation of using people's money again. One day, I pray it does not finally lead to my jail, my torture or death |
Just 27 days of abstaining from betting was so boring for me. Back to a betshop to charge my phone and watch ball. Despite knowing I might be tempted later on. How I wish I have a generator I am back to chronic masturbation, despite knowing it produces a rancid smell and makes me hungry/weak . Ordinary smile/chat with a lady now gives me irregular erection (too much sexual imaginations) I have started spending irregularly on junk. Almost everything I see I buy and eat. Despite knowing that when I am broke, I will get tempted to use people's money to stake. Hard controlling my gluttony due to pampering from childhood |
Kenpaly:one of my addictions too. I don't know if it's the nature of my work or because I think too much or because I just like food. I love buying any edible I see. |
Illegal1:the next 100 plus day resolution (till December ending) |
iamwilliamsfx:amen. So help me God |
Hollybratt:Let me guess, I Reserve My Comment... Good you concurred without reprimandment |
So many demons to fight, but I am learning how to regulate them. Even if I know I am doomed, I will delay my Waterloo/downfall For wreckless spending on junk and liquor, I have limited my spending to 1200 a day, to checkmate my avarice and gluttony. Beer will be only on weekend. No more two piece of meat per meal. No more eating in classy restaurants with overhead costs added. Enter bike to work & Trek back For my masturbation addiction, only two cum per week. On Friday evening, to remove the stress of the week. On Sunday evening to prepare me for the stress of the new week. Anticipating soapy with blue film puts me in check and eliminates the thought. It also prevents me wasting money on girlfriends who are leeches, eliminates paedophila tendencies or patronising oloshos For gambling tendencies, I am learning to accept that I mustn't play heavy. Before now, when I lose, I get taken aback and keep trying to recover, till I lose it all. Now I will work on 400 or 500 naira booking number per week. Even if I lose, I will try another week. I won't relapse to virtual again, trying to recover my bet loss. My love for football and need to charge phone will always take me to a betshop. Today I lost 400 naira (God punish juventus) and I left without virtual (despite having up to 10k with me). |
Obascoetubi:I did not view it from that angle. Like lovepeddlers. That profess love to wealthy or old or white clients, to get something from them |
joinusnow:I didn't say that. Referring to mainly harms or risk done to one's self, not others |
Daniel7543:huh. |

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